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Susan Hawthorne is a poet, novelist
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the Butterfly Effect Susan Hawthorn
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Contents note to sappho vii The But
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101 Lavender Hour in the lavender h
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103 in the lavender hour extraterre
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105 the lavender hour is not marked
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107 Carnivale 1 we sing sliding alo
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109 the Queen of Hearts the Queen o
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115 Music for lesbian mouths oooooo
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119 Almanac of the Dead 1 for Primr
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121 ix I go to breakfast and mentio
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123 The drive to LA is too long. I
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125 Graveside Meditation We, the mo
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127 In my mind then comes a phrase
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129 But then the war came. You had
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131 You told me later that you spen
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133 As the cold wraps itself around
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135 Memory is trampled by daily lif
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137 The Dead i The dead press their
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144 modern day swan-maidens. Here a
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146 the coffin missing but still th
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148 unlike the others, she talks tu
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150 o A buzz of black and yellow pa
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152 Mementos for Sindhu, she says,
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154 but not the silence between us.
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156 Is this what freedom amounts to
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158 they say, but not back. The ris
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160 white on ochre a drummer and da
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162 o The woman holds out her hands
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166 25 Jan We talk of place, of mig
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168 Happiness is a dry fart, says t
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174 o In Goa, tourists tear along o
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176 just then, I receive one from h
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178 entwined double snakes, spirals
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180 Poorvashada and Uttarshada— f
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182 Mourning my father, the stillne
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184 of battles between the freedoms
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186 4 Feb In this one speeding car,
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188 I can haggle too, but not here.
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190 broad swathe is no highway for
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192 spread it out in the paddock an
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194 Second Sutra 26 May 2004, Delhi
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196 half contained. Pot plants flow
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198 o The women of Jagori share lun
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200 29 May We attend a reading in A
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202 emerge from behind bushes, thei
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214 Gravity’s rainbow could not f
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216 Greek for Suzanne Bellamy in ho
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218 It helped her unravel the birds
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220 Oil and water I said, It’s no
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222 The Day of My Crucifixion for a
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224 perform as if in a wake ghostli
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228 o 1980s In the camp I live unde
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230 Once long ago they said I was a
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232 women falling, falling … We a
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235 Bibliography Abbot, Sidney and
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237 —. 1989. Medieval Woman’s M
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239 —. 1990. Lecture, UCLA, May 5
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241 Jay, Karla. 1999. Tales of the
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243 Radicalesbians. 1970. “The Wo
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245 Undset, Sigrid. 1951/1980. Kris
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247 Acknowledgements Some of the po