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228 o 1980s In the camp I live under plastic between lines of trauma my lungs fill with mud grief corrodes my heart He stalks me hunts me like an animal takes me in a place where only the birds can hear me scream Day after day the birds wait and listen for my cries 1990s These are days of hope and despair I am filling my mouth with new words Words like “visa” like “protection” like “temporary” Words shaped to fill other mouths o We women, our lives are like vines threading The eye of a needle takes more than a camel
229 o My daughter and I are growing together We learn to read she almost a native speaker me with multiple vowels and crowding consonants I practise when only the birds can hear me o Twenty-first century There is no time for love I learn the system I know these walls for I have dug in the rubble and scaled them before o It is only then I find love in unexpected places She came into the centre We were careful It was slow but true Daily we experiment with trust o
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Susan Hawthorne is a poet, novelist
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the Butterfly Effect Susan Hawthorn
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Contents note to sappho vii The But
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Note to Sappho It’s been a long t
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3 Strange tractors It’s an ancien
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5 We stand in a place where flowers
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7 not missing a beat. His history i
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Unstopped Mouths
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11 Unstopped Mouths 1 we meet in th
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13 simplified a single twist of hai
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15 we line the shelves of our homes
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17 summer with fire in the nostrils
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19 Empurpled 1 physicists speak of
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21 to the moon 5 with desire satisf
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23 we play pool billiards and snook
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25 harpies sirens birds of prey les
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27 In the Prisons we are known as c
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29 it’s still happening just two
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31 when the moon rises full in Scor
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33 my friend Daisy killed her husba
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35 some live in prisons without wal
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37 Rose Garden those who have no me
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39 making rosettes embroidering pil
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41 we fall upon one another kissing
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43 Firenze in honour of Jacqui Stoc
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45 porticos are chosen for secret m
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47 the cupola floats like a giant b
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49 we share our home with dogs cats
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51 Death for Maureen O’Connor it
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53 we stand in the cold gathering s
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55 Gumboots and Goblin Fruit we pul
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57 amazons Margaret Bhadravati Boud
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59 with the assistance of harnesses
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61 sipping at lemons 22 relishing t
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63 Amphibious Lips we tuck hibiscus
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65 we take our boats casting off 11
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67 some days we float above corals
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69 we build fires on the beach cook
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71 The Land for Renate and River I
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73 known to drive nine hundred kilo
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75 we are not the only lesbians in
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77 Angel Tongues Hail Mary Mother o
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79 mani padme aum clouds wrap thems
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81 pustules vile bodies unclean bod
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83 Tragedia they say it is a traged
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85 social mores shift and run their
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87 HD 17 even though their words bu
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89 there are cities in our minds 21
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91 those who fear us have many name
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93 sleepless eyes reviled for our a
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95 Love is an Uprising we write wri
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97 we imagine a language invented b
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99 some of us are saints 19 or Sybi
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101 Lavender Hour in the lavender h
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103 in the lavender hour extraterre
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105 the lavender hour is not marked
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107 Carnivale 1 we sing sliding alo
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109 the Queen of Hearts the Queen o
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111 join the throng beating out the
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115 Music for lesbian mouths oooooo
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119 Almanac of the Dead 1 for Primr
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121 ix I go to breakfast and mentio
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123 The drive to LA is too long. I
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125 Graveside Meditation We, the mo
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127 In my mind then comes a phrase
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129 But then the war came. You had
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131 You told me later that you spen
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133 As the cold wraps itself around
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135 Memory is trampled by daily lif
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137 The Dead i The dead press their
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139 I return to my daughters in the
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India Sutra
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144 modern day swan-maidens. Here a
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146 the coffin missing but still th
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148 unlike the others, she talks tu
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150 o A buzz of black and yellow pa
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152 Mementos for Sindhu, she says,
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154 but not the silence between us.
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156 Is this what freedom amounts to
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158 they say, but not back. The ris
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160 white on ochre a drummer and da
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162 o The woman holds out her hands
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164 o This headache is like a strin
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166 25 Jan We talk of place, of mig
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168 Happiness is a dry fart, says t
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170 into the couch. It’s Scintl w
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172 The buffalo is in camouflage, w
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174 o In Goa, tourists tear along o
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176 just then, I receive one from h
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Page 204 and 205: 194 Second Sutra 26 May 2004, Delhi
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Page 208 and 209: 198 o The women of Jagori share lun
Page 210 and 211: 200 29 May We attend a reading in A
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Page 218 and 219: 208 third Sutra 28 Dec 2004, Bingil
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Page 228 and 229: 218 It helped her unravel the birds
Page 230 and 231: 220 Oil and water I said, It’s no
Page 232 and 233: 222 The Day of My Crucifixion for a
Page 234 and 235: 224 perform as if in a wake ghostli
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Page 240 and 241: 230 Once long ago they said I was a
Page 242 and 243: 232 women falling, falling … We a
Page 245 and 246: 235 Bibliography Abbot, Sidney and
Page 247 and 248: 237 —. 1989. Medieval Woman’s M
Page 249 and 250: 239 —. 1990. Lecture, UCLA, May 5
Page 251 and 252: 241 Jay, Karla. 1999. Tales of the
Page 253 and 254: 243 Radicalesbians. 1970. “The Wo
Page 255 and 256: 245 Undset, Sigrid. 1951/1980. Kris
Page 257 and 258: 247 Acknowledgements Some of the po
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