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MAY 4<br />
GETTING REAL<br />
“This is the message we have heard from him and proclaim to you, that<br />
God is light and in him there is no darkness at all. If we say that we have<br />
fellowship with him while we are walking in darkness, we lie and do not do<br />
what is true; but if we walk in the light as he himself is in the light, we have<br />
fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus his Son cleanses us from<br />
all sin. If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is<br />
not in us. If we confess our sins, he who is faithful and just will forgive us<br />
our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness.” (1 Jn 1: 5-9)<br />
Here St. John is talking about “walking in light,” in God’s light, which<br />
John connects with seeing the truth about ourselves and “confessing our<br />
sins.” This clears the path to fellowship with God and with one another.<br />
Darkness, on the other hand, is equated here with self-deception and<br />
“saying we have no sin.”<br />
It is liberating and cleansing to see things and people, including myself,<br />
as they are, rather than how I wish them to be. It is burdensome and<br />
crippling, on the other hand, to create a land of make-believe in one’s<br />
head. This may lead one constantly to be dissatisfied with the real<br />
situations and opportunities of the here and now; to neglect today’s<br />
responsibilities while imagining the dream-job just around the corner; to<br />
avoid real relationships and prefer “flirtationships”; to put off the small<br />
things I can today, because of the heroic, great things I will do tomorrow.<br />
Today I humbly ask God for His light to guide me in quiet self-examination.<br />
Let me prefer His loving vision of me and others to the cruel expectations<br />
I tend to create, when I walk on my own, in darkness. It is He, not me,<br />
“Who is faithful and just,” as St. John says, because He forgives our sins<br />
and cleanses us from burdensome self-deception.<br />
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