...a deathly serenade...

that happens to be the person writing it. No, this
is all a completely nonsensical distraction, as you
need to make your own conclusion, to life and
what it is actually worth, just as Camus
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA mentioned. I quote a book by The Professor I
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mentioned earlier in his book, Pragmatic
Formulas: "Life always has formulas." What I am
talking about is pragmatism, which is the topic
that I ravenously contemplate in order to make
my own conclusions on the topic at hand, life.
Interestingly, I am going to quote a
conversation myself and The Professor had on a
rainy day in London, which with his permission
after remembering the whole conversation, wrote
down, and it goes as so:
Me: So there is no heaven or God?
The Professor: You know I don't believe…but I
will say this Franz, the real question is not
whether there is a heaven it is simply, in heaven,
granted that there is one, will there be suffering?
Me: It is said you'll have no tears.
The Professor: No suffering…[scratches his grey
head of hair] How can you feel happy without the
need for pain? This heaven seems a cop-out, like
the whole penitent story, why didn't this God just
perfect the creation if he could?
Why all this talk of freedom and control? In
reality how much of life can we really control?
This conversation is one of many I have had with
a mentor, of sorts, I know better to believe in (a
notion I keep to for any man and Artist). He is my
friend, but he is in no way able to fulfil the void
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