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possibly have existed. He felt his own heat returned and saw not one speck of evil<br />
in the blue eyes that met his. It scared him and comforted him. It gave him<br />
permission to give in and treat it like forever. At least for forever, for now.<br />
In a quick subtle move, Spike produced a tube of slick from a drawer in the side<br />
table. With Xander still on top, Spike slid a finger into him, pushing a groan from<br />
Xander, that he felt sure filled the factory. The second finger entered and Xander<br />
felt little pieces of his brain exploding as Spike stroked his prostate. By the time the<br />
third finger made itself known, Xander was pleading with Spike.<br />
“More, more, I need more, Spike. Please, please. Need you inside me, all of you.”<br />
Xander gasped when the fingers suddenly weren’t there, but almost instantly there<br />
was another presence. Spike’s cock breached Xander’s entrance, but then the<br />
vampire stopped.<br />
Xander opened his eyes, unaware that he had closed them. He saw the passion in<br />
Spike’s eyes, but Xander was frustrated at the sudden stillness. Then the vampire<br />
managed to speak.<br />
“I need you. Want to be inside you.” He shifted his hips slightly. Xander<br />
whimpered. “Make it happen, Xander.”<br />
Xander gasped. Then pushed down hard and took Spike all the way in. They stayed<br />
that way for a moment, just staring at each other, feeling the heat and skin and<br />
Xander’s blood pumping with such force that he was sure his chest would explode.<br />
When Xander started moving, Spike grabbed Xander’s erection and stroked in the<br />
same rhythm. Neither said anything more, but they both knew so much. Knew that<br />
it was just the beginning, that only Xander’s death would end this feeling, and<br />
Xander was finally okay with that. Happy with it actually.<br />
Soon, Spike’s hips were lifting up to match Xander’s thrusts. All memories of sex<br />
with Angel disappeared from his brain and he felt like he was being fucked for the<br />
first time. He felt like he was being loved. The moans coming from Spike were the<br />
most honest noises that he had ever heard the vampire make. Xander felt lost in<br />
Spike. He wanted to tell him. Wanted to speak words of encouragement and<br />
devotion and power and sex, but he was so lost in the feeling. He thought he would