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“I’m proud of you,” Spike told Xander with unusual kindness in his blue eyes.<br />
“Fuck you.”<br />
“I mean because you didn’t break. You’re still you, I can see it.”<br />
“Nothing to break,” Xander glared at Spike. “Was already broken.”<br />
Spike stood up and wrapped his blood-stained arms around Xander’s sticky body.<br />
“No, you weren’t. You’re my Xander. One hundred percent whole.”<br />
Xander pushed Spike away. “You don’t know me.”<br />
Spike embraced him again, a tighter painful hold. “I know you. Always have,<br />
always will. You’re me. And you won’t break. Ever.” He came forward and placed<br />
a small kiss on Xander’s lips, then leaned up slightly and kissed his cheek in the<br />
same way.<br />
His lips stayed on Xander’s cheek and licked there for a minute. Xander let it<br />
happen until he realized that Spike was healing the split skin. He pushed Spike<br />
away again, a part of him wanting to keep the scar that the small gash would create,<br />
although he refused to acknowledge why.<br />
As Xander began the long journey toward the bathroom, Spike tried to put an arm<br />
around his waist, but Xander wiggled away from him, so the vampire simply<br />
walked behind him, a hand coming up to steady him when it looked like Xander<br />
was about to fall again.<br />
When they made it to the shower, Xander made a minor attempt to tell Spike that he<br />
would rather bathe alone, but the stern look on Spike’s face stopped him. By the<br />
time Xander was standing under the hard spray of water, one hand on the wall, the<br />
other on Spike’s shoulder, he finally found words to say, “I’m not you.”<br />
“More than you know, luv.”<br />
“I will break…if he does it again.”