Backfire - Spander Files

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This rapid fire information was hurting Xander's brain. Was he supposed to be figuring out some sort of puzzle? Spike was just standing there staring at him, patiently, fingers twitching slightly. Were these past three months supposed to be some kind of lesson? Is this the test? Should he have been taking notes? Fuck! Okay, let's go back to the beginning. I'm walking home, tra-la-la. At my door, key in lock then get head smashed and dragged to the side yard of my house. Once there, I get smacked around, toyed with, then there are fangs in my neck and I'm dying. But wait…no. I'm not dying. I thought I was dying, but Spike wasn't killing me at the time. He said that he planned on it, but didn't. So what changed his mind? It's about power. At that moment in the side yard, Spike had the power. But he didn't use it. He didn't take it. He...gave it to me. He shared it. With me. Holy fuck. All this time, I've felt so helpless, so out of control. Of course! So had Spike. And Angel. Spike didn't give me to Angel. He gave Angel to me! I've been giving up all this control to these two vampires. Just been handing it over like some fool. A sheep. All this fucking time...I could have been sharing it. And even taken it back entirely if I wanted. Spike must have seen the realization dawn on Xander's face, because the vampire was smiling. "Get it?" Xander nodded slowly, a smile spreading across his face to match Spike's. He got it. The pull was still there, sure, but he didn't have to play the victim anymore. He could make it about what he wanted. He could take back everything that he had given. "What do you want, Xander?" Xander's eyes narrowed. The smile was still there, but he was suddenly feeling very sinister. Take it back. He turned his back on Spike. Toward Angel. Take it back. He stalked across the fading light. Angel was still panting. Without hesitation, Xander stepped up to the vampire and punched him. The unexpected blow caused Angel to stagger back and hit the wall. Xander used his own forward momentum to allow himself to fall into Angel.
With his hands pressed into Angel's shoulders, he latched onto the vampire's neck and sucked, pulling the cold blood up to his warm mouth. He ran his dull teeth over the red mark he had made, pushing in slightly, but not breaking the skin. Angel gasped. "Let's play our game a little different, today." Xander started slowly unbuttoning Angel's shirt. "We're gonna take our time, Deadboy." He looked up into the vampire's eyes. Angel was giving Xander his patented distressed expression. It was way past tiresome. "We can't stop what's happening," Xander continued. "But it doesn't have to be the tedious task that you've made it. I've learned a few things in these past few months. Things about touching…" the shirt slid off Angel’s shoulders, "and feeling. And making it good." His mouth clamped down on an exposed nipple and sucked until the nub was hard under his tongue. Angel made an attempt to push him away, but Xander grabbed his wrists and pressed them against the wall by his shoulders. He knew Angel could break away without much effort, but he also knew how guilty the vampire had been feeling about these events. It's easy to manipulate a person who's feeling guilty. Xander had first hand experience with that particular trick. Now, manipulation is a tricky thing. The trick being that one should not manipulate someone into doing something that person doesn't want. When it comes to sex, that would be called rape. And Xander wanted no part of that. But one should instead manipulate said person into figuring out what they do want. This is one of the things he learned from Spike. Because no matter how shamed and guilty he had been feeling, he had also liked what Spike was doing. How it made him feel. And now that Mini-#6 seemed to have crumpled into nothingness, Xander was really ok with the feeling good about it all. So, if only he could get Angel on board, then this whole experience could turn out to be more positive than negative. Well, as long as he didn't think too far into the future. By this time, Xander's hands had moved down to Angel's jeans, had them unzipped and were working them slowly off the vampire's hips. Angel had a look of astonishment in his eyes that was met by Xander's determination.
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Pairings: Primarily Spike/Xander, s
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around. And Spike punched him in th
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nothing behind them but pain and de
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twitched back and pulled his fangs
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He scampered inside as quickly as h
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slow bite that made him…no. The r
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Angel reached out and touched the b
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figure out how this new information
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Angel let out a big sigh. “Now, t
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Angel had walked him home. They did
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Dru climbed off of him, curled her
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By the time he had thought Don’t
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Xander had worked himself out of Sp
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“And I’m not one to be taking o
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“Of course, I’m not safe. But I
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and axe and left the library, but n
Page 33 and 34: Xander found himself leaning into S
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Page 37 and 38: 6 Tilt-a-Whirl Xander’s head spun
Page 39 and 40: “I love being right. Hey, here’
Page 41 and 42: Spike had reneged and kidnapped or
Page 43 and 44: Xander saw his own fear and anger m
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Page 47 and 48: Spike’s tongue lapped slowly on h
Page 49 and 50: Spike had time to ponder the situat
Page 51 and 52: Spike’s hand was moving and Xande
Page 53 and 54: 8 Domestic Bliss Xander awoke just
Page 55 and 56: “Xander, are you alright? Really.
Page 57 and 58: that the duster was crumpled in a b
Page 59 and 60: Angel blinked. “Uh, no. Sorry.”
Page 61 and 62: go do their duty again, so now #7 p
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Page 65 and 66: ut when it did the vampires shared
Page 67 and 68: Fresh food. Virgins, babies, everyt
Page 69 and 70: “You little bitch! Couldn’t you
Page 71 and 72: Xander ran to the mausoleum and fou
Page 73 and 74: “I don’t get you. All this abou
Page 75 and 76: eyebrows scrunched and Xander turne
Page 77 and 78: “I’ll never forget my Dru.”
Page 79 and 80: Just vanished. Xander was suddenly
Page 81 and 82: 'Cause that can't feel good just be
Page 83: Xander just a moment to realize tha
Page 87 and 88: He was discovering that he liked th
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Page 91 and 92: "You." “Aahhh. I’m touched. Con
Page 93 and 94: Xander figured out was going on. St
Page 95 and 96: was tangled around her face. Her bl
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Page 99 and 100: Spike’s. The kiss started hard an
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Page 105 and 106: have time. He just figured that it
Page 107 and 108: *`*`*`*`*`*`*`*`* The walk back to
Page 109 and 110: upper thigh. Her skirt was loose an
Page 111 and 112: A grin flashed across Cordy’s fac
Page 113 and 114: “But you are attracted to Spike a
Page 115 and 116: stuffed it back in the can and put
Page 117 and 118: “…Yes.” “We’ll have to ge
Page 119 and 120: Friendship. Now, Xander and Spike d
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Page 125 and 126: Shrug “I just don’t understand.
Page 127 and 128: “So…what do you want to start w
Page 129 and 130: “I get that part. Giles is good w
Page 131 and 132: ability to control what my body doe
Page 133 and 134: “No. How about the third room. We
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Five minutes later and they were re
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you love her, Angel, really love he
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Because halfway through dinner, his
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vampire waiting for him in his back
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“Stupid, isn’t she? Middle of t
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shifted back to fear. He felt so so
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Two seconds later, Spike had Xander
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They broke apart instantly. Xander
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“Normal part. Singular.” “I
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een highly attracted to the more ev
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Giles? It was something more than t
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when you go see Spike, could you tw
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affection as much as possible. You
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night. Girls like that kind of thin
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ested his head on the vampire’s r
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“Evil vampire,” Xander stated s
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forces of evil. You believe that Re
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They stayed still for a while. When
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Suddenly the grip on Xander’s nec
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“No!“ He finally screamed out f
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ut he couldn’t find his footing,
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Spike was coating Xander’s body w
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Sunnydale‘s infamous sewer system
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Spike was by Xander’s side instan
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under his skin. The room was quiet
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“What do you know?” the Slayer
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maintain the goodness that has leak
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any could see. Willow stepped up to
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“Plan B is this,” Angelus caref
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down. Spike was resting in the gues
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Xander didn’t know. How much time
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He moved to the side of the bed and
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Spike wasn’t angry when Xander di
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that long to begin with, but clearl
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Xander screamed. Spike took no more
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Cordelia? And Ms Calendar.” Giles
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“Stop. Not for you to worry about
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Most of the tears in the room were
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“Watch it, Slayer. We had a deal.
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With his back slumped against the h
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The command was such a shock that S
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“Not sure if you can forgive me f
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more than anything that he could ta
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The End A/N: Well, there it is. Thi
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