Backfire - Spander Files

so Xander felt those long slender fingers close around his biceps. Which meant that
the only part of Spike that Xander managed to get hold of were his elbows. That
seemed silly so he dropped his hands.
While pulling Xander closer to him, Spike also pushed the human down just a little
so that now Xander really was shorter than the vampire. It was a submissive
position that Spike hadn't put him in for quite some time.
"You know, this wasn't my original plan. I was simply going to kill you three
months ago. But you intrigued me, so I thought I'd try this new thing. Thought I'd
see how you'd turn out. What you would do with it. And bringing Angel into the fun
and games was sure genius on my part, don't you think? God knows he could use a
little excitement in his life. Worked, too. Worked, didn‘t it?"
The vampire leaned forward slightly and continued his little speech as a whisper in
Xander's ear.
"And just between you and me…didn't really mind the chaining up. True, I was
forced to eat that bloody awful pig's blood, but do you realize that I had my dear ol'
sire waiting on me hand and foot?" Xander couldn't help but grin along with Spike
at that. "Plus…had you around, didn't I?" He placed a kiss gently on Xander's
cheek, right next to his ear. "Wasn't always so bad, was it?"
Spike ran his tongue around Xander's ear, then nibbled just a touch on the lobe. Oh,
yeah. He knew Xander loved that. Suddenly, Xander's stomach clenched and
unclenched like it did when he was pulled toward Angel. Angel, damnit! He did not
fucking want Angel, right now.
Wait…he didn't want Spike either, did he? Didn't want. That was the whole point of
this, wasn't it? The need, the physical manifestation of death. This had nothing to do
with the want behind the desire.
But Spike still had his mouth on him, on the other ear now. And all that blood that
was rushing to Xander's cock right now, that was for Angel, right? Not at all for
Spike. Certainly not because of what Spike was doing with his tongue on his neck,
right near the jaw line and no where near his Spike-scar.