Backfire - Spander Files

“Not you, though.”
“What?”
“You were never afraid.”
“Yeah, I was.”
“Maybe. But you didn’t taste of it.”
“…Is that…why?”
“Yeah. That’s why.”
“If I ever become afraid, or taste afraid, in the future, is that when you’ll kill me?”
“Moved beyond that now. I’ve got different reasons for killing you.”
“Care to share that info?”
“No.”
“Why not?”
“You’re not ready to know.”
“What makes you think you know what’s best for me? You’re not my dad. Not that
he knows what’s best for me either, but you get the sentiment.”
“I don’t care what’s best for you.”
“So this thing, then. The sex we have, the feeling good…Damnit, Spike! You make
me feel good, and I don’t know what that means. I have a girlfriend, you know. And
I really like her. We’ll probably have sex soon, and I’m so looking forward to that.
So why do I like being with you so much? It can’t just be this pull thing, cause I
don’t feel this way about Angel.”