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“Xander, are you alright? Really.”<br />
Xander didn’t answer for a moment. “What do Buffy and Willow know?”<br />
Giles removed his glasses and cleaned them absently. “They know of the pull that<br />
you feel toward Spike. And now Angel. And how the vampires feel pulled back<br />
toward you.”<br />
“But do they know-”<br />
“No. They only know about the biting. Nothing else.”<br />
Xander crossed his arms over his chest and did his best to look Giles in the eye, but<br />
failed miserably. The floor was much easier to look at. Oh, look - fascinating<br />
checkerboard pattern. “It’s bad, Giles,” he shivered and the librarian was<br />
immediately by his side. Not touching, but there.<br />
“They can’t just bite. If they just bite, then my body wants to give in. Give over<br />
control and just die. I don’t even think that they would need to take that much blood<br />
in order for it to happen, either. I think my body will just except it and stop<br />
working.”<br />
Giles reached out and touched his arm, causing Xander to flinch.<br />
“I have to…” Xander’s voice got very soft. He didn’t really know if Giles could<br />
hear him, but he kept talking anyway, “I have to be coming…climaxing…when<br />
they do it. I have to be touched. By them.”<br />
“Xander,” was the reply, just as soft, letting him know that Giles had heard. “I’m<br />
trying. I vow to you - I will not stop until I find a cure. I will not stop.”<br />
Xander nodded and the room was still. Why did everything always have to be so<br />
still? So fucking still. All it did was give him time to think and thinking only led to<br />
Spike. And that only led to Angel. And that was badness. Very very badness.<br />
“Grahhhhhhh!” Xander exploded and pushed Giles away from him hard. He spun