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1124 (34) + 12 [May 1937]. A strange darkness sometimes invades my intellect. I am
submerged in nothingness against my will.
1125 May 20, 1937. When for a whole month I had been enjoying good health, it occurred to
me that I did not know which was more pleasing to the Lord – my serving Him in illness or
in the robust health for which I had asked Him – and I said to the Lord, “Jesus, do with me
as You please,” and Jesus returned me to my previous condition.
1126 Oh, how sweet it is to live in a convent among sisters, but I must not forget that these
angels are in human bodies.
1127 On one occasion, I saw Satan hurrying about and looking for someone among the sisters,
but he could find no one. I felt an interior inspiration to command him in the Name of God
to confess to me what he was looking for among the sisters. And he confessed, though
unwillingly, “I am looking for idle souls [cf. Si. 33:28; Pr.12:11].” When I commanded him
again in the Name of God to tell me to which souls in religious life he has the easiest
access, he said, again unwillingly, “To lazy and idle souls.” I took note of the fact that, at
present, there were no such souls in this house. Let the toiling and tired souls rejoice.
1128 May 22, 1937. The heat is so intense today that it is difficult to bear. We are all thirsting
for rain, and still it does not come. For several days the sky has been overcast, but there
is no rain. When I looked at (35) the plants, thirsting for the rain I was moved with pity,
and I decided to say the chaplet until the Lord would send us rain. Before supper, the sky
covered over with clouds, and a heavy rain fell on the earth. I had been saying this
prayer without interruption for three hours. And the Lord let me know that everything can
be obtained by means of this prayer.
[May] 23. The Feast of the Most Holy Trinity.
1129 During Holy Mass, I found myself suddenly united with the Most Holy Trinity. I recognized
His majesty and greatness. I was united to the Three Persons. And once I was united to
One of these Most Venerable Persons, I was, at the same time, united to the other Two
Persons. The joy and happiness that my soul felt is beyond description. It grieves me
that I am unable to put down in words that which has no words.
1130 I heard these words: Tell the Superior General to count on you as the most faithful
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1131 After these words, I received an inner understanding of what all created things are before
God. Immense and incomprehensible is His majesty. And that He condescends toward
us, is the abyss of His mercy……
1132 All things will have an end in this vale of tears,
Tears will run dry and pain will cease.
Only one thing will remain ----
Love for You, O Lord.
All things will have an end in this exile,
The ordeals and wilderness of the soul.
And though she live in perpetual agony,
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