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drawn to My love by this image. My <strong>mercy</strong> acts <strong>in</strong> <strong>soul</strong>s through this work. I<br />

learned that many <strong>soul</strong>s had experienced God‟s grace.<br />

1380 I learned that Mother Superior would have quite a heavy cross to bear, together with<br />

physical suffer<strong>in</strong>g, but that it would not last long. 218<br />

1381 (27) + It occurred to me to take <strong>my</strong> medic<strong>in</strong>e, not by the spoonful, but just a little at a<br />

time, because it was expensive. Instantly, I heard a voice, My daughter, I do not like<br />

such conduct. Accept with gratitude everyth<strong>in</strong>g I give you through the superiors,<br />

and <strong>in</strong> this way you will please Me more.<br />

1382 + When Sister Dom<strong>in</strong>ic 219 died at about one o‟clock <strong>in</strong> the night, she came to me and<br />

gave me to know that she was dead. I prayed fervently for her. In the morn<strong>in</strong>g, the<br />

sisters told me that she was no longer alive, and I replied that I knew, because she had<br />

visited me. The sister <strong>in</strong>firmarian [Sister Chrysostom] asked me to help dress her. And<br />

then when I was alone with her, the Lord gave me to know that she was still suffer<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong><br />

purgatory. I redoubled <strong>my</strong> prayers for her. However, despite the zeal with which I<br />

always pray for our deceased sisters, I got mixed up as regards the days, and <strong>in</strong>stead of<br />

offer<strong>in</strong>g three days of prayer, as the rule directs us to do, by mistake I offered only two<br />

days. On the fourth day, she gave me to know that I still owed her prayers, and that she<br />

was <strong>in</strong> need of them. I immediately (28) formed the <strong>in</strong>tention of offer<strong>in</strong>g the whole day<br />

for her, and not just that day but much more, as love of neighbor dictated to me.<br />

1383 Because Sister Dom<strong>in</strong>ic, after her death, gave the appearance of look<strong>in</strong>g so well, some<br />

sisters said that perhaps she was only <strong>in</strong> a coma, and one of the sisters suggested to<br />

me that we ought to go and put a mirror to her mouth to see if it would mist, because it<br />

would if she were alive. I said all right, and we did as we said, but the mirror did not<br />

mist, although it seemed to us as if it had. Nevertheless, the Lord gave me to know how<br />

much this had displeased Him, and I was severely admonished never to act aga<strong>in</strong>st <strong>my</strong><br />

<strong>in</strong>ner convictions. I humbled <strong>my</strong>self profoundly before the Lord and asked His pardon.<br />

1384 I see a certa<strong>in</strong> priest [probably Father Sopocko] whom God loves greatly, but whom<br />

Satan hates terribly because he is lead<strong>in</strong>g many <strong>soul</strong>s to a high degree of sanctity and<br />

has (29) regard only for God‟s glory. But I keep ask<strong>in</strong>g God that his patience with those<br />

who constantly oppose him might not run out. Where Satan himself can do no harm, he<br />

uses people.<br />

1385 November 19. After Communion today, Jesus told me how much He desires to come to<br />

human hearts. I desire to unite Myself with human <strong>soul</strong>s; My great delight is to<br />

unite Myself with <strong>soul</strong>s Know, My daughter, that when I come to a human heart <strong>in</strong><br />

Holy Communion, My hands are full of all k<strong>in</strong>ds of graces which I want to give to<br />

the <strong>soul</strong>. But <strong>soul</strong>s do not even pay any attention to Me; they leave Me to Myself<br />

and busy themselves with other th<strong>in</strong>gs. Oh, how sad I am that <strong>soul</strong>s do not<br />

recognize Love! They treat Me as a dead object. I answered Jesus, “O Treasure of<br />

<strong>my</strong> heart, the only object of <strong>my</strong> love and entire delight of <strong>my</strong> <strong>soul</strong>, I want to adore You <strong>in</strong><br />

<strong>my</strong> heart as You are adored on the throne of Your eternal glory. My love wants to make<br />

up to You (30) at least <strong>in</strong> part for the coldness of so great a number of <strong>soul</strong>s. Jesus,<br />

behold <strong>my</strong> heart which is for You a dwell<strong>in</strong>g place to which no one else has entry. You<br />

alone repose <strong>in</strong> it as <strong>in</strong> a beautiful garden.<br />

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