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Sister, the Lord Jesus has given me the grace, but now I am of a different m<strong>in</strong>d. Please<br />

pray so that th<strong>in</strong>gs will somehow be different aga<strong>in</strong>.” I answered, “Yes, I will pray, but that<br />

God‟s will be done <strong>in</strong> you, Sister, and not what you want.”<br />

1526 Most Merciful Heart of Jesus, protect us from the just anger of God.<br />

1527 + A certa<strong>in</strong> sister is constantly persecut<strong>in</strong>g me for the sole reason that God communes<br />

with me so <strong>in</strong>timately, and she th<strong>in</strong>ks that this is all pretense on <strong>my</strong> part. When she th<strong>in</strong>ks<br />

that I have done someth<strong>in</strong>g amiss she says, “Some people have revelations, but commit<br />

such faults!” She has said this to all the sisters and always <strong>in</strong> a derogatory sense, <strong>in</strong><br />

order to make me out as some sort of an oddity. One day, it caused me much pa<strong>in</strong> to<br />

th<strong>in</strong>k that this <strong>in</strong>significant drop which is the human bra<strong>in</strong> can so easily scrut<strong>in</strong>ize (119)<br />

the gifts of God. After Holy Communion, I prayed that the Lord would enlighten her, but<br />

nevertheless I learned that this <strong>soul</strong> will not atta<strong>in</strong> perfection if she does not change her<br />

<strong>in</strong>terior dispositions.<br />

1528 + When I compla<strong>in</strong>ed to the Lord Jesus about a certa<strong>in</strong> person [say<strong>in</strong>g], “Jesus, how can<br />

this person pass judgment like that, even about an <strong>in</strong>tention?” the Lord answered, Do not<br />

be surprised. That <strong>soul</strong> does not even know her own self, so how could she pass a<br />

fair judgment on another <strong>soul</strong>?<br />

1529 Today I saw Father Andrasz at prayer. I also knew that he was <strong>in</strong>terced<strong>in</strong>g with the<br />

Lord for me. The Lord sometimes makes known to me who is pray<strong>in</strong>g for me.<br />

1530 I am keep<strong>in</strong>g <strong>my</strong>self a bit <strong>in</strong> the background, as though this work of God did not <strong>in</strong>terest<br />

me. I am not speak<strong>in</strong>g about it at present, but <strong>my</strong> whole <strong>soul</strong> is steeped <strong>in</strong> prayer, and I<br />

am entreat<strong>in</strong>g God to be so good as to hasten this great gift; that is to say, the Feast of<br />

Mercy. And I see that Jesus is act<strong>in</strong>g, and is Himself giv<strong>in</strong>g the directives as to how this<br />

is to be carried out. Noth<strong>in</strong>g happens by accident.<br />

1531 (120) Today I said to the Lord Jesus, “Do You see how many difficulties there are [to<br />

be overcome] before they will believe that You Yourself are the author of this work?<br />

And even now, not everyone believes <strong>in</strong> it.” Be at peace, My child; noth<strong>in</strong>g can<br />

oppose My will. In spite of the murmur<strong>in</strong>g and hostility of the sisters, My will<br />

shall be done <strong>in</strong> you <strong>in</strong> all its fullness, down to the last detail of My wishes and My<br />

designs. Do not become sad about this; I too was a stumbl<strong>in</strong>g stone for some<br />

<strong>soul</strong>s.<br />

1532 + Jesus compla<strong>in</strong>ed to me of how pa<strong>in</strong>ful to Him is the unfaithfulness of chosen <strong>soul</strong>s,<br />

and My heart is even more wounded by their distrust after a fall. It would be less<br />

pa<strong>in</strong>ful if they had not experienced the goodness of My heart.<br />

1533 I saw the anger of God hang<strong>in</strong>g heavy over Poland. And now I see that if god were to<br />

visit our country with the greatest chastisements, that would still be great <strong>mercy</strong><br />

because, for such grave transgressions, He could punish (121) us with eternal<br />

annihilation. I was paralyzed with fear when the Lord lifted the veil a little for me. Now I<br />

see clearly that chosen <strong>soul</strong>s keep the world <strong>in</strong> existence to fulfill the measure [of<br />

justice].<br />

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