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need to atta<strong>in</strong> sanctity. The graces of My <strong>mercy</strong> are drawn by means of one<br />

vessel only, and that is – trust. The more a <strong>soul</strong> trusts, the more it will receive.<br />

Souls that trust boundlessly are a great comfort to Me, because I pour all the<br />

treasures of My graces <strong>in</strong>to them. I rejoice that they ask for much, because it is<br />

My desire to give much, very much. On the other hand, I am sad when <strong>soul</strong>s ask<br />

for little, when they narrow their hearts.<br />

1579 (149) + It is when I meet with hypocrisy that I suffer most. Now I understand You, <strong>my</strong><br />

Savior, for rebuk<strong>in</strong>g the Pharisees so severely for their hypocrisy. You associated more<br />

graciously with hardened s<strong>in</strong>ners when they approached You contritely.<br />

1580 My Jesus, I now see that I have gone through all the stages of <strong>my</strong> life follow<strong>in</strong>g You:<br />

childhood, youth, vocation, apostolic work, Tabor, Gethsemane, and now I am already with<br />

You on Calvary. I have will<strong>in</strong>gly allowed <strong>my</strong>self to be crucified, and I am <strong>in</strong>deed already<br />

crucified; although I can still walk a little, I am stretched out on the cross, and I feel dist<strong>in</strong>ctly<br />

that strength is flow<strong>in</strong>g to me from Your cross, that You and You alone are <strong>my</strong> perseverance.<br />

Although I often hear the voice of temptation call<strong>in</strong>g to me, “Come down from the cross!” the<br />

power of God strengthens me. Although lonel<strong>in</strong>ess and darkness and suffer<strong>in</strong>gs of all k<strong>in</strong>ds<br />

beat aga<strong>in</strong>st <strong>my</strong> heart, the <strong>my</strong>sterious power of God supports and strengthens me. I want to<br />

dr<strong>in</strong>k the cup (150) to the last drop. I trust firmly that Your grace, which has susta<strong>in</strong>ed me <strong>in</strong><br />

the Garden of Olives, will susta<strong>in</strong> me also now that I am on Calvary.<br />

1581 O <strong>my</strong> Jesus, <strong>my</strong> Master, I unite <strong>my</strong> desires to the desires that You had on the cross: I desire<br />

to fulfill Your holy will; I desire the conversion of <strong>soul</strong>s; I desire that Your <strong>mercy</strong> be adored; I<br />

desire that the triumph of the Church be hastened; I desire the Feast of Mercy to be<br />

celebrated all over the world; I desire sanctity for priests; I desire that there be a sa<strong>in</strong>t <strong>in</strong> our<br />

Congregation; I desire that our whole Congregation have a great spirit of zeal for the glory of<br />

God and for the salvation of <strong>soul</strong>s; I desire that <strong>soul</strong>s who live <strong>in</strong> our homes do not offend<br />

God, but persevere <strong>in</strong> good; I desire that the bless<strong>in</strong>g of God descend upon <strong>my</strong> parents and<br />

<strong>my</strong> whole family; I desire that God give special light to <strong>my</strong> spiritual directors, and <strong>in</strong> particular<br />

to Father An. And Father So.; I desire a special bless<strong>in</strong>g (151) for Superiors 234 under whose<br />

direction I have been, and <strong>in</strong> particular for Mother General [Michael], for Mother Irene and for<br />

the Directress of Novices, Mother [Mary] Joseph.<br />

1582 O <strong>my</strong> Jesus, I now embrace the whole world and ask You for <strong>mercy</strong> for it. When You tell me,<br />

O God, that it is enough, that Your holy will has been completely accomplished, then, <strong>my</strong><br />

Savior, <strong>in</strong> union with You, I will commit <strong>my</strong> <strong>soul</strong> <strong>in</strong>to the hands of the Heavenly Father, full of<br />

trust <strong>in</strong> Your unfathomable <strong>mercy</strong>. And when I stand at the foot of Your throne, the first hymn<br />

that I will s<strong>in</strong>g will be one to Your <strong>mercy</strong>. Poor earth, I will not forget you. Although I feel that<br />

I will be immediately drowned <strong>in</strong> God as <strong>in</strong> an ocean of happ<strong>in</strong>ess, that will not be an<br />

obstacle to <strong>my</strong> return<strong>in</strong>g to earth to encourage <strong>soul</strong>s and <strong>in</strong>cite them to trust <strong>in</strong> God‟s <strong>mercy</strong>.<br />

Indeed, this immersion <strong>in</strong> God will give me the possibility of boundless action.<br />

1583 As I write this, I hear Satan gr<strong>in</strong>d<strong>in</strong>g his teeth. He cannot stand God‟s <strong>mercy</strong>, and keeps<br />

bang<strong>in</strong>g th<strong>in</strong>gs <strong>in</strong> <strong>my</strong> cell. But I feel so much of God‟s power with<strong>in</strong> me that it does not even<br />

bother me that the ene<strong>my</strong> of our salvation gets angry, (152) and I quietly keep on writ<strong>in</strong>g.<br />

1584 O <strong>in</strong>conceivable goodness of God, which shields us at every step, may Your <strong>mercy</strong> be<br />

praised without cease. That You became a brother to humans, not to angels, is a miracle of<br />

the unfathomable <strong>my</strong>stery of Your <strong>mercy</strong>. All our trust is <strong>in</strong> You, our first-born Brother, Jesus<br />

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