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have spread so much beauty over the earth, and it tells me about Your beauty, even though<br />

these beautiful th<strong>in</strong>gs are but a fa<strong>in</strong>t reflection of You, Incomprehensible Beauty. And<br />

although You have hidden Yourself and concealed Your beauty, <strong>my</strong> eye, (65) enlightened by<br />

faith, reached You, and <strong>my</strong> <strong>soul</strong> recognizes its Creator, its Highest Good; and <strong>my</strong> heart is<br />

completely immersed <strong>in</strong> prayer of adoration.<br />

My Lord and Creator, Your goodness encourages me to converse with You. Your <strong>mercy</strong><br />

abolishes the chasm which separates the Creator from the creature. To converse with You,<br />

O Lord, is the delight of <strong>my</strong> heart. In You I f<strong>in</strong>d everyth<strong>in</strong>g that <strong>my</strong> heart could desire. Here<br />

Your light illum<strong>in</strong>es <strong>my</strong> m<strong>in</strong>d, enabl<strong>in</strong>g it to know you more and more deeply. Here streams<br />

of graces flow down upon <strong>my</strong> heart. Here <strong>my</strong> <strong>soul</strong> draws eternal life. O <strong>my</strong> Lord and<br />

Creator, You alone, beyond all these gifts, give Your own Self to me and unite Yourself<br />

<strong>in</strong>timately with Your miserable creature. Here, without search<strong>in</strong>g for words, our hearts<br />

understand each other. Here, no once is able to <strong>in</strong>terrupt our conversation. What I talk to<br />

You about, Jesus, is our secret, which creatures (66) shall not know and Angels dare not ask<br />

about. These are secret acts of forgiveness, known only to Jesus and me; this is the <strong>my</strong>stery<br />

of His <strong>mercy</strong>, which embraces each <strong>soul</strong> separately,. For this <strong>in</strong>comprehensible goodness of<br />

Yours, I adore You, O Lord and Creator, with all <strong>my</strong> heart and all <strong>my</strong> <strong>soul</strong>. And, although <strong>my</strong><br />

worship is so little and poor, I am at peace because I know that You know it is s<strong>in</strong>cere,<br />

however <strong>in</strong>adequate….<br />

1693 As I was writ<strong>in</strong>g the above words, I saw the Lord Jesus lean<strong>in</strong>g over me, and He asked, My<br />

daughter, what are you writ<strong>in</strong>g? I answered, “I am writ<strong>in</strong>g about You, Jesus, about Your<br />

be<strong>in</strong>g hidden <strong>in</strong> the Blessed Sacrament, about Your <strong>in</strong>conceivable love and <strong>mercy</strong> for<br />

people.” And Jesus said, Secretary of My most profound <strong>my</strong>stery, know that yours is an<br />

exclusive <strong>in</strong>timacy with Me. Your task is to write down everyth<strong>in</strong>g that I make known<br />

to you about My <strong>mercy</strong>, for the benefit of those who by (67) read<strong>in</strong>g these th<strong>in</strong>gs will<br />

be comforted <strong>in</strong> their <strong>soul</strong>s and will have the courage to approach Me. I therefore want<br />

you to devote all your free moments to writ<strong>in</strong>g. “But, O Lord, shall I always have a<br />

moment, at least a brief one, <strong>in</strong> which to write?” And Jesus answered. It is not for you to<br />

th<strong>in</strong>k about that. Only do as much as you can, and I will always arrange th<strong>in</strong>gs so that<br />

you will easily be able to do what I ask of you……<br />

1694 Today, I was visited by a certa<strong>in</strong> lay person [probably Stanislava Kwietniewska] who has<br />

caused me a lot of sorrow and who has abused <strong>my</strong> goodness, tell<strong>in</strong>g many lies. At the first<br />

moment I saw her, the blood froze <strong>in</strong> <strong>my</strong> ve<strong>in</strong>s, because there stood before <strong>my</strong> eyes all that I<br />

had to suffer because of her, although with one word I could have freed <strong>my</strong>self of them all.<br />

And the thought came to me to tell her the truth, firmly and immediately. But at the same<br />

moment, the <strong>mercy</strong> (68) of God came before <strong>my</strong> eyes, and I resolved to act toward her as<br />

Jesus would have acted <strong>in</strong> <strong>my</strong> place. I started to talk to her gently, and when she expressed<br />

the wish to talk to me alone, I then, <strong>in</strong> a very delicate manner, made known to her clearly the<br />

sad condition of her <strong>soul</strong>. I saw that she was deeply moved, though she was try<strong>in</strong>g to hide<br />

this from me. At that po<strong>in</strong>t, a third person came <strong>in</strong>, and so our heart-to-heart talk came to an<br />

end. She asked me for a glass of water and for two other th<strong>in</strong>gs which I did will<strong>in</strong>gly.<br />

However, had it not been for the grace of God, I would not have been able to act <strong>in</strong> such a<br />

way toward her. When they left, I thanked God for the grace which had supported me dur<strong>in</strong>g<br />

that time.<br />

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