# HIV HEROES
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# H<br />
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"Who are you?"<br />
<strong>HIV</strong>—three letters that turned my life<br />
upside down. Many people think I<br />
must be unhappy and despair over my<br />
life! Well, yes, I am indeed <strong>HIV</strong> positive,<br />
but primarily I am a mother, friend<br />
and partner.<br />
For many years I had been leading a<br />
double life in a marriage conditioned<br />
by violence, but when I was diagnosed<br />
20 years ago, I realized something had<br />
to change. The diagnosis was a wakeup<br />
call because it made me see how<br />
wonderful, but also how terribly short,<br />
(my) life can be.<br />
In spite of my fears, I decided to openly<br />
share my <strong>HIV</strong> status because I don’t<br />
want to hide and have to lie about who<br />
I am, and so I founded PULS<strong>HIV</strong> in Vienna.<br />
It’s a special interest group organised<br />
by and for people with <strong>HIV</strong>/AIDS<br />
and their families. We provide information,<br />
counsel and guidance on <strong>HIV</strong> and<br />
often live with it ourselves. We’re people<br />
with and without <strong>HIV</strong>/AIDS who<br />
have taken their lives and futures into<br />
their own hands.<br />
"Why are you doing this?"<br />
Today, I’m living a “normal” life. I work,<br />
meet friends, have hobbies and spend<br />
as much time as I can with my family.<br />
My social circle is very important to me;<br />
they’re my friends through good and<br />
bad times. Over the years, I’ve come<br />
to realise how important it is to share<br />
your problems with others. Many people<br />
with <strong>HIV</strong> think that they’re alone<br />
with it, but that’s not true. Communication<br />
is essential to my quality of life.<br />
I’ve been in a partnership with an <strong>HIV</strong>negative<br />
man for many years. At the<br />
beginning, things were difficult because<br />
many people didn’t accept our<br />
relationship. We faced a lot of prejudices<br />
which, as far as I’m concerned,<br />
were completely unfounded because,<br />
against all odds, we’re still together today.<br />
My son was six when he learned about<br />
my status—an age when he wasn’t yet<br />
able to really grasp what <strong>HIV</strong> meant—<br />
but with professional help he has learned<br />
to live with it. There were times<br />
when he talked about it a lot, but today<br />
I feel that <strong>HIV</strong> is as normal a part<br />
of life to him as is eating or taking a<br />
shower is.<br />
It was my conscious choice to become<br />
an advocate for the interests and concerns<br />
of people with <strong>HIV</strong>. In today’s<br />
society, this illness continues to be a<br />
taboo and, way too often, something<br />
people whisper about behind closed<br />
doors while the real problems are not<br />
discussed. The majority of <strong>HIV</strong>-positive<br />
people are scared to openly deal with<br />
their illness because, even in 2015,<br />
too many of us still harbour prejudices<br />
against <strong>HIV</strong> and fear coming in contact<br />
with it.<br />
We finally have to get rid of the myths<br />
of the 80s and draw attention to all the<br />
positive changes instead. We have to<br />
put <strong>HIV</strong> on the agenda, raise awareness<br />
for this issue and strongly encourage<br />
communication on a sociopolitical<br />
level. That’s what drives me.<br />
Through donating my blood to be part<br />
of the #<strong>HIV</strong><strong>HEROES</strong> Edition, I want to<br />
make people understand that in dayto-day<br />
dealings with it, <strong>HIV</strong> poses no<br />
risk to anyone.<br />
Living with <strong>HIV</strong> isn’t only taxing for<br />
those of us who have it. My true heroes<br />
are my son, my partner and my<br />
parents, who have always stood by me<br />
despite the struggles and supported<br />
me through some hard times. If we all<br />
managed to look beyond our own borders<br />
once in a while, we could all be<br />
heroes.