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Notes from the Dream (circa 1982-1986) - Stephen H. Wolinsky Ph. D.

Notes from the Dream (circa 1982-1986) - Stephen H. Wolinsky Ph. D.

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“how do I get out and free?”What struck me was that all <strong>the</strong> communicationwas known, <strong>the</strong>re was no sound or use ofwords which I had to interpret. Ra<strong>the</strong>r, <strong>the</strong>rewas an immediate sense of knowingnessbetween me and <strong>the</strong> “people” within <strong>the</strong> bubblewhereby we just knew each o<strong>the</strong>r withoutactual sound speech or words.There were no vehicles of communication, likesounds, words, thoughts, feelings, or even bodylanguage. Just knowingness. It was kind of amind connection you might have with someonethat you lived with—just a look in <strong>the</strong> eyes thatconveyed a certain knowingness.I remembered taking L.S.D. in college withseveral friends. One of <strong>the</strong>m was talking withme, Suddenly, I looked into <strong>the</strong>ir eyes and Isaw what I perceived as his “essence” and hesaw mine. No words need be said, we were oneand <strong>the</strong> same being.This had <strong>the</strong> same quality of knowingness.From outside <strong>the</strong> bubble as I focused on one of<strong>the</strong> people in <strong>the</strong> bubble who had been askinghimself, “Who am I?”, “Where am I?” a shrillof terror went through what I had imaginedwas “my body”, (actually it was a memory of<strong>the</strong> body, an abstracted perception, a memorybody,an image-body). The person in <strong>the</strong>45

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