Notes from the Dream (circa 1982-1986) - Stephen H. Wolinsky Ph. D.

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The dreamWithinTheDreamXVIII“Everything is emptiness and form iscondensed emptiness.”The Shurangama SutraI awoke once again from a deep somethingwhich resembled sleep, but was not sleep.The emptiness would contract and becomesomething and then would thin-out and therewould be nothing without even an I to know it.This time the emptiness contracted and abubble realm appeared.Within the bubble was a Guru type figuretouching people and giving mantra.As I peered into the bubble I found myself81
sitting in a room, crossed legged with otherdevotees.As the Guru touched the space between myeyebrows “his” “energy” entered into me and Ialmost passed out.Like a rocket taking off I saw visions of Godsand other universes as I was blown out into thevast emptiness of nothingness.This initiation was called shakipat, (Thetransmission of shakti or universal energy froma Guru to another person).It seemed like about an hour had passed andjust as quick as I had “taken off” I was back inthe bubble in “my” body bowing and scrapingfor more of THAT, whatever that was.I was given a spiritual practice called sadhana,(a set of techniques) to realize THAT and likeall of the devotees struggled to retrieve this“state”.I took a vow within myself to do whateverthis Guru said as I was promised that if I did Iwould get a permanent state of THATand thatTHAT was who I really was.82
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NotesFromThe DreamCirca 1982-1986Or
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DedicationTo NityanandaTo Sri Nisar
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“We are such stuff that dreams ar
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A Historical StoryAbout the TextIn
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as well as the extreme difficulty i
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The Dream YogaPart IFrom the Six Yo
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I felt like what Martin Heidegger h
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I had spent my life-time trying to
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An “I” which believed wholehear
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Deep downI could not believe in the
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accepted, and be loved.The problem
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The dreamWithinTheDreamIIIThey are
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enabling me to feel nothing at all
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say what I was feeling without inte
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Page 45 and 46: The dreamWithinTheDreamIXThe Not-I-
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Page 53 and 54: knew exactly what it was supposed t
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Page 78 and 79: A thought arose “Where is your bo
Page 80 and 81: Why?“I” realized that with each
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Page 86 and 87: My story was that Spiritual Paths e
Page 88 and 89: As the Not-I-I state looked “back
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space, mass, and time of the explic
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and associations and our feeling of
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I began to wonder, what am I missin
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The dreamWithinTheDreamXXVIII“Eve
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The dreamWithinTheDreamXXIXDristi S
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which appeared gave the illusion of
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Awareness as the lens or veil can b
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Through the lens of awareness the e
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The dreamWithinTheDreamXXI“There
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Surround the cremated body with “
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this Bohm called the explicate orde
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The “perceived” concept called
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The Eight Negations of NagarjunaThe
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The Emptiness Bubble:The emptiness
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It was a “light” that lie betwe
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“Everything has Buddha nature.”
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nucleus then there was between the
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Waking DreamsIIIShiva Sutras: “Th
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Waking DreamsIVThe Vijnana Bhairava
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Waking DreamsVThe Shiva SutrasConte
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Once again the “I” label vanish
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There is no witness and there is no
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Waking DreamsVIIIWithout eyesWithou
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Emptiness means withoutNirvana is w
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the voidness of voidthe nonexistent
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This accounts for the germination o
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Waking DreamsXThe “I” label dis
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(nature), which too was nonexistent
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The “I” was an illusion!Even if
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What’s left is not even the aware
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Waking DreamsXIIThe Not-I-I state a
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Waking DreamsXIIIThe enfolding and
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Waking DreamsXIV“Nothing is.” N
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See the dream as consciousnessSee t
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The perceiver or knower of the void
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