Notes from the Dream (circa 1982-1986) - Stephen H. Wolinsky Ph. D.

ecause as the emptiness there was no suchthing as birth or death. Soon however if or asI merged through this membrane-bubble andactually became this bubble-universe so it wastrue.It seemed as though when I became a bubblewhich arose I no longer would be floating inemptiness looking at bubble-realms. RatherI would enter into a bubble-universe-realmand experience the experience the bubblecontained.Each time I became something, I was somehowentering into a bubble-world which was likea universe unto itself, and I would experiencethat universe entirely. Then the bubble wouldburst or dissolve becoming the emptinessagain and the notion of birth and death forexample would disappear and I was floating,formless, (without a form) in or on the screenof nothingness I called the Not-I-I state.At that moment, I understood or shall I say sawsomething that made me “wake-up” to whatwas occurring. It was very metaphorically likeI had put on a subatomic or Quantum lens. Andfor now, I was looking through a looking glass—seeing the world at a subatomic level.I was seeing tiny bubble like particles floatingin the empty background.It was as if the reality of my prior life, (the life56