The Inner Studio - Riverside Architectural Press
The Inner Studio - Riverside Architectural Press
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PART FIVE | USING THIS LIFE TO BE CREATIVE AND WISE<br />
4. “I don’t think I can do this”<br />
Stop what you are doing. You may need to free yourself from selfjudgment,<br />
a common form the negative shadow can take. When<br />
you are too hard on yourself you can easily lose your bearings. A<br />
quick way to identify this is to simply write down what you are<br />
thinking about yourself. <strong>The</strong> antidote to negative thoughts is not to<br />
debate with them, but to become conscious of them and release<br />
yourself from believing them. You may need to do something you<br />
used to really like to do, no matter how simple, absurd, or strange.<br />
If you have completely lost your confidence, you will probably<br />
need to spend time with your heart’s desire before returning to the<br />
project. If you have a friend who you trust to listen to this aspect<br />
of your work, have him or her take notes while you describe the<br />
essence and passion of what you want to do. If your lack of confidence<br />
persists, try writing out the negative statement you are<br />
saying to yourself. Putting it on paper will distance you from its<br />
grip. Remember your gut will tell you what to do and your head<br />
will tell you how. What do you want? Use your ability to think<br />
positively in order to strategize a path towards your goal.<br />
5. “<strong>The</strong>y said my project is terrible”<br />
Did the criticism you received about your project remind you of<br />
something you’ve heard before? Was it like the voice of someone<br />
you know? Did the critical words trigger a particular phrase you<br />
heard years ago? You may have been remembering and getting<br />
stuck in the feeling of what it was like to be criticized by a parent<br />
or teacher when you were a child. Chances are that assigning the<br />
critical voice to its source will loosen its grip and its negative power<br />
will decline. Most difficult to spot are those times when we are the<br />
source of our own negative voice. We may have a tendency to<br />
unconsciously criticize our own work in a way that affirms a<br />
destructive and negative belief. Are you doing what you love to do?<br />
If the answer is yes, then stay true to what you love and ask a friend<br />
for an independent assessment of your work. If you consistently<br />
think negatively about your work, talk to a counselor.<br />
However, if after reflection you are convinced that your project<br />
is not terrible, if your gut tells you that what you have done is right<br />
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