Notes on the Text of A Course in - Stephen Wingate
Notes on the Text of A Course in - Stephen Wingate
Notes on the Text of A Course in - Stephen Wingate
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Ma<strong>in</strong> Themes: In this chapter <strong>the</strong>re are three major<br />
<strong>the</strong>mes: 1. Teach<strong>in</strong>g and learn<strong>in</strong>g. 2. Look<strong>in</strong>g at <strong>the</strong><br />
ego with <strong>the</strong> Holy Spirit; br<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> darkness to <strong>the</strong><br />
light. 3. Forgiveness.<br />
You will notice <strong>the</strong> beauty <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> language sh<strong>in</strong>es<br />
even brighter, and <strong>the</strong> depth <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> message is even<br />
more pr<strong>of</strong>ound as we take our journey through <strong>the</strong><br />
<strong>Text</strong>. You may notice what you are learn<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong><br />
<strong>Course</strong> s<strong>in</strong>ks deeper <strong>in</strong>to your m<strong>in</strong>d and <strong>in</strong>fluences<br />
your daily experience more and more.<br />
Br<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> darkness <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> ego's s<strong>in</strong>, guilt and fear<br />
to <strong>the</strong> light <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Holy Spirit's forgiveness,<br />
<strong>in</strong>nocence and love is a correcti<strong>on</strong> for <strong>the</strong> ego's<br />
attempt to keep <strong>the</strong> darkness from <strong>the</strong> light. The<br />
darkness represents <strong>the</strong> separati<strong>on</strong>. The light<br />
represents <strong>the</strong> At<strong>on</strong>ement. The At<strong>on</strong>ement is <strong>the</strong><br />
realizati<strong>on</strong> that you are not separate from God's<br />
perfect love. And we start by look<strong>in</strong>g at <strong>the</strong><br />
At<strong>on</strong>ement pr<strong>in</strong>ciple.<br />
•<br />
The Holy Spirit's answer to <strong>the</strong> "t<strong>in</strong>y mad idea" that<br />
God's S<strong>on</strong> could separate from Him is that <strong>the</strong><br />
separati<strong>on</strong> never happened.<br />
•<br />
God's separated S<strong>on</strong>s worship at <strong>the</strong> altar <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>ir<br />
false gods: <strong>the</strong> ego, <strong>the</strong> body and its special<br />
relati<strong>on</strong>ships.<br />
•<br />
"Unknow<strong>in</strong>g" refers to <strong>the</strong> ego's thought system<br />
based <strong>on</strong> <strong>the</strong> percepti<strong>on</strong> <strong>of</strong> duality and separati<strong>on</strong>, not<br />
Knowledge. True Knowledge is <strong>of</strong> Heaven's <strong>on</strong>eness.<br />
The S<strong>on</strong>s <strong>of</strong> God have <strong>the</strong> power to believe <strong>the</strong>y are<br />
separate from God, but belief <strong>in</strong> separati<strong>on</strong> does not<br />
make it true. When <strong>the</strong> S<strong>on</strong> withdraws his belief <strong>in</strong><br />
<strong>the</strong> ego, <strong>the</strong> ego dissolves and <strong>on</strong>ly God rema<strong>in</strong>s.<br />
God is unaffected by <strong>the</strong> S<strong>on</strong>'s belief, but <strong>the</strong> S<strong>on</strong><br />
loses awareness <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> love <strong>of</strong> his Fa<strong>the</strong>r when he<br />
chooses to believe he is separate from Him. The<br />
ego's strategy is to keep <strong>the</strong> S<strong>on</strong> out <strong>of</strong> his m<strong>in</strong>d,<br />
identified with <strong>the</strong> body and world so he will not<br />
withdraw his belief <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> ego.<br />
•<br />
Once <strong>the</strong> S<strong>on</strong> has chosen <strong>the</strong> darkness <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> ego as<br />
his identity, <strong>the</strong> S<strong>on</strong>'s memory <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> light <strong>of</strong> his<br />
Fa<strong>the</strong>r is veiled by his identity with <strong>the</strong> body and<br />
world, creat<strong>in</strong>g a split <strong>in</strong> his m<strong>in</strong>d <strong>in</strong> which darkness<br />
and light seem to coexist. Splitt<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong>f and<br />
CHAPTER FOURTEEN<br />
TEACHING FOR TRUTH<br />
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ma<strong>in</strong>ta<strong>in</strong><strong>in</strong>g two mutually exclusive thought systems<br />
is called dissociati<strong>on</strong>.<br />
•<br />
The ego's strategy to susta<strong>in</strong> its special separate<br />
existence is to keep <strong>the</strong> darkness from <strong>the</strong> light (this<br />
is dissociati<strong>on</strong>), for light dispels darkness. The entire<br />
purpose <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> body and world is to keep <strong>the</strong> S<strong>on</strong> <strong>in</strong><br />
darkness, and out <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> light. The ego's darkness is<br />
s<strong>in</strong>, guilt and fear. In a practical way <strong>in</strong> your daily<br />
life you can relate to <strong>the</strong> terms s<strong>in</strong>, guilt and fear like<br />
this: s<strong>in</strong> is selfishness — <strong>the</strong> desire for your own<br />
special separate existence; guilt arises <strong>in</strong> you because<br />
deep down you know you are motivated <strong>on</strong>ly by<br />
selfish <strong>in</strong>terests; fear arises <strong>in</strong> you because you are<br />
afraid your true selfish motives will be discovered<br />
and you will be punished.<br />
•<br />
Guilt is dissolved by <strong>in</strong>nocence. The ego is dissolved<br />
by <strong>the</strong> Holy Spirit — <strong>the</strong>y cannot coexist <strong>in</strong> a healed<br />
m<strong>in</strong>d. Sickness can <strong>on</strong>ly exist <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> split, dissociated<br />
m<strong>in</strong>d. The purpose <strong>of</strong> forgiveness and <strong>the</strong> At<strong>on</strong>ement<br />
is to heal <strong>the</strong> split m<strong>in</strong>d by br<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> darkness to<br />
<strong>the</strong> light — this is <strong>the</strong> miracle.<br />
The "life" <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> ego is really death; and <strong>the</strong> body<br />
and world are expressi<strong>on</strong>s <strong>of</strong> death. Life is <strong>of</strong> God,<br />
and God is not <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> body or world you made. God<br />
is Spirit. The Holy Spirit is <strong>the</strong> memory <strong>of</strong> Life <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong><br />
split m<strong>in</strong>d <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> S<strong>on</strong>. The moment you believed you<br />
have your own life separate from God is <strong>the</strong> moment<br />
you died. True Self Knowledge is <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> moment you<br />
remember you are eternal life. Eternal life was never<br />
born and can never die. The ego was never truly<br />
born, and <strong>the</strong>refore cannot die, but can be dissolved<br />
as you see it is an illusi<strong>on</strong> <strong>of</strong> life.<br />
•<br />
What you see "out" <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> world, you have projected<br />
from with<strong>in</strong>. There is no separate, objective world<br />
apart from <strong>the</strong> world you project and believe. Your<br />
belief <strong>of</strong> be<strong>in</strong>g a separate ego, identified with a body<br />
<strong>in</strong> a world will not be taken from you. Nor will <strong>the</strong><br />
reality <strong>of</strong> your Identity with God be forced up<strong>on</strong> you.<br />
As <strong>the</strong> S<strong>on</strong> <strong>of</strong> God it is your choice. The choice for<br />
<strong>the</strong> ego or <strong>the</strong> Holy Spirit is made with<strong>in</strong> your m<strong>in</strong>d,<br />
not <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> body or <strong>the</strong> world.<br />
•<br />
Now we turn to <strong>the</strong> important <strong>the</strong>me <strong>of</strong> teach<strong>in</strong>g and<br />
learn<strong>in</strong>g. Follow<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> ego leads us to pa<strong>in</strong> and<br />
suffer<strong>in</strong>g. The Holy Spirit is <strong>the</strong> teacher Who leads