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PART SIX CHAPTER 21
Chapter 21
“No, I think the princess is tired, and horses don’t interest her,” Vronsky said to
Anna, who wanted to go on to the stables, where Sviazhsky wished to see the new
stallion. “You go on, while I escort the princess home, and we’ll have a little talk,”
he said, “if you would like that?” he added, turning to her.
“I know nothing about horses, and I shall be delighted,” answered Darya Alexandrovna,
rather astonished.
She saw by Vronsky’s face that he wanted something from her. She was not mistaken.
As soon as they had passed through the little gate back into the garden, he
looked in the direction Anna had taken, and having made sure that she could neither
hear nor see them, he began:
“You guess that I have something I want to say to you,” he said, looking at her
with laughing eyes. “I am not wrong in believing you to be a friend of Anna’s.”
He took off his hat, and taking out his handkerchief, wiped his head, which was
growing bald.
Darya Alexandrovna made no answer, and merely stared at him with dismay.
When she was left alone with him, she suddenly felt afraid; his laughing eyes and
stern expression scared her.
The most diverse suppositions as to what he was about to speak of to her flashed
into her brain. “He is going to beg me to come to stay with them with the children,
and I shall have to refuse; or to create a set that will receive Anna in Moscow.... Or
isn’t it Vassenka Veslovsky and his relations with Anna? Or perhaps about Kitty,
that he feels he was to blame?” All her conjectures were unpleasant, but she did not
guess what he really wanted to talk about to her.
“You have so much influence with Anna, she is so fond of you,” he said; “do help
me.”
Darya Alexandrovna looked with timid inquiry into his energetic face, which under
the lime-trees was continually being lighted up in patches by the sunshine, and
then passing into complete shadow again. She waited for him to say more, but he
walked in silence beside her, scratching with his cane in the gravel.
“You have come to see us, you, the only woman of Anna’s former friends–I don’t
count Princess Varvara–but I know that you have done this not because you regard
our position as normal, but because, understanding all the difficulty of the position,
you still love her and want to be a help to her. Have I understood you rightly?” he
asked, looking round at her.
“Oh, yes,” answered Darya Alexandrovna, putting down her sunshade, “but...”
“No,” he broke in, and unconsciously, oblivious of the awkward position into
which he was putting his companion, he stopped abruptly, so that she had to stop
short too. “No one feels more deeply and intensely than I do all the difficulty of
Anna’s position; and that you may well understand, if you do me the honor of supposing
I have any heart. I am to blame for that position, and that is why I feel it.”
“I understand,” said Darya Alexandrovna, involuntarily admiring the sincerity
and firmness with which he said this. “But just because you feel yourself responsible,
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