Anna Karenina - LimpidSoft

PART EIGHT CHAPTER 9
It was an agonizing error, but it was the sole logical result of ages of human
thought in that direction.
This was the ultimate belief on which all the systems elaborated by human thought
in almost all their ramifications rested. It was the prevalent conviction, and of all
other explanations Levin had unconsciously, not knowing when or how, chosen it,
as anyway the clearest, and made it his own.
But it was not merely a falsehood, it was the cruel jeer of some wicked power,
some evil, hateful power, to whom one could not submit.
He must escape from this power. And the means of escape every man had in his
own hands. He had but to cut short this dependence on evil. And there was one
means–death.
And Levin, a happy father and husband, in perfect health, was several times so
near suicide that he hid the cord that he might not be tempted to hang himself, and
was afraid to go out with his gun for fear of shooting himself.
But Levin did not shoot himself, and did not hang himself; he went on living.
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