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hostility on us. A woman came up and asked me if I<br />

would take some medicine to a son in Budapest, and I<br />

said, “If they agree here I will do it.” And th<strong>at</strong> was the<br />

last I saw <strong>of</strong> her. I think there was a testing oper<strong>at</strong>ion<br />

going. It was spooky.<br />

RPM: Oh, so she was really working for the<br />

government.<br />

BB: Th<strong>at</strong>’s my guess. And finally somebody came<br />

out, all smiles, and said we have your visas. Have a<br />

nice trip. At which point another woman came over<br />

with some flowers for us. So we got on the bo<strong>at</strong>, went<br />

to Budapest, and we were met by the secretary <strong>of</strong> the<br />

PEN club. I was wringing wet from all this. In a way<br />

it was an adventure. We were regaled for the first<br />

week we were there; somebody would pick us up<br />

every day and take us to a different place, a different<br />

city. Illýes’s son-in-law took us to Lake Bal<strong>at</strong>on,<br />

which is a wonderful body <strong>of</strong> w<strong>at</strong>er; it’s the largest<br />

lake in Europe. And Illýes wasn’t there, but we saw<br />

his house and somebody else took us to Szentendre,<br />

which is an artsy town up the river, and so I didn’t<br />

start working for close to a week. And I went to the<br />

PEN club and to this huge conference room, which<br />

was to be my <strong>of</strong>fice. Märia Körösy was <strong>at</strong> the desk,<br />

and my immedi<strong>at</strong>e reaction was th<strong>at</strong> she reminded me<br />

<strong>of</strong> an actress in some movie about German<br />

concentr<strong>at</strong>ion camps. I don’t think she would like to<br />

hear this, but I found her <strong>at</strong> first in a way frightening,<br />

though th<strong>at</strong> feeling passed very quickly, and we’re<br />

now friends. But, yes, I knew the hotel where we were<br />

put up was bugged, as well as the <strong>of</strong>fice. So this was<br />

exciting.<br />

RPM: At this point you had done no transl<strong>at</strong>ion. <strong>The</strong>y<br />

just knew you were coming.<br />

BB: No, I had done a first draft <strong>of</strong> Ágnes’ poems,<br />

which accounted for my invit<strong>at</strong>ion, and I went over it<br />

with her. <strong>The</strong>re was an Americanist from the<br />

university who was with us to make sure th<strong>at</strong> there<br />

was no language problem. Incidentally, it wasn’t a<br />

case <strong>of</strong> a language problem. It was a case <strong>of</strong> this<br />

Americanist not really understanding wh<strong>at</strong> Ágnes was<br />

up to in her poems.<br />

RPM: And neither <strong>of</strong> you could say it right out.<br />

BB: Th<strong>at</strong>’s right. At one point Ágnes said, “Bruce<br />

understands the poem, let’s go on to another one.”<br />

RPM: So let’s go back to where we were a little while<br />

ago. In addition to this sort <strong>of</strong> spy adventure going on,<br />

there was also the aspect <strong>of</strong> poets being stars. Can you<br />

talk about how th<strong>at</strong> manifested itself<br />

BB: One <strong>of</strong> the experiences th<strong>at</strong> may not have been<br />

typical was when we were in a restaurant — it was a<br />

wonderful restaurant — and the waiter asked me in<br />

French wh<strong>at</strong> we were doing there. And I said I was<br />

there transl<strong>at</strong>ing, and this excited him and he asked<br />

me who I was transl<strong>at</strong>ing. When I said Ágnes Nemes<br />

Nagy, his eyes lit up. He said, “Have you met her” I<br />

said, “Yes, yes, I had lunch with her today.” Well, I<br />

was his hero. And th<strong>at</strong> may not have been typical. But<br />

it impressed the hell out <strong>of</strong> me <strong>at</strong> the time. And<br />

photographers were all around. It wasn’t exactly a<br />

paparazzi bit, but guys would come in and shoot us.<br />

And when I gave a reading, it was reported. I felt<br />

more important than I’d ever felt here.<br />

RPM: But you never encountered any difficulties,<br />

nobody ever tried to stop you or change wh<strong>at</strong> you<br />

wrote<br />

BB: Well, wait a minute. Yes. My introduction to<br />

Ágnes Nemes Nagy’s book was published in wh<strong>at</strong><br />

was then the New Hungarian Quarterly. I’d made a<br />

reference to Pasternak, and the editor, Miklós Vajda,<br />

said, “Come on, Bruce, you know better than to think<br />

I can utter th<strong>at</strong> name on paper.” Pasternak was a nonperson.<br />

It wasn’t any major thing, so I said, “I’ll cut it<br />

out.”<br />

RPM: Had it been unconscious on your part<br />

BB: I think it was unconscious. I guess I knew th<strong>at</strong><br />

Pasternak hadn’t been published in Hungary. But just<br />

to mention the name didn’t strike me as th<strong>at</strong> bad, but it<br />

would have been bad. I should add th<strong>at</strong> Vajda was as<br />

critical <strong>of</strong> the regime as anybody. He was just<br />

exercising the sort <strong>of</strong> self-censorship th<strong>at</strong> enabled him<br />

to do his job.<br />

RPM: When I was a student in 1973, I went to<br />

Hungary and hung out with some Hungarian young<br />

people, and wh<strong>at</strong> they did when they wanted to break<br />

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