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I Chose Liberty - Ludwig von Mises Institute

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122 I <strong>Chose</strong> <strong>Liberty</strong>: Autobiographies of Contemporary Libertarians<br />

I had always parroted the standard liberal line to my teachers and was rewarded with statements<br />

about how smart I was; but not only was I not smart, I came to realize quite quickly<br />

that I knew little about little, and absolutely nothing about most things. And this was after<br />

16 years of “schooling.”<br />

Over a weekend in Atlanta, I picked up Atlas Shrugged at a store there, returning to<br />

Fort Gordon in Augusta, and reading practically non-stop for a week until I finished it. It<br />

was a revelation, which is not saying anything at all, I know, because other people feel the<br />

same way upon completing it, usually. Naturally, relations within my family and circle of<br />

friends were reshaped by my own philosophical conversion, and that is always a painful<br />

thing because, while political conversion is not a solo trip, there never seems to be any<br />

traveling companions close by when you most need them!<br />

That experience led me to the public library and a host of books on economics, one of<br />

which was a book whose table of contents I could not understand and which had never<br />

before even been checked out: <strong>Mises</strong>’s Human Action. Coming so soon after Rand, <strong>Mises</strong><br />

was the final converter. I became an Objectivist, not understanding then the many differences<br />

in approach and philosophy between Rand and <strong>Mises</strong> and, frankly, not caring if there<br />

were any! (Later, I came to see many things quite differently.)<br />

Returning to civilian life, I taught in public schools, seeing first hand the destruction<br />

the establishment’s educational initiatives, especially busing and forced integration, created<br />

in what had been a year before a “good” high school. I resigned because I couldn’t stand<br />

to watch, and because I probably would have ended up killed by some “student” had I not.<br />

I entered graduate work in economics at VCU which was, at that time, dominated by the<br />

beliefs that Marshallian micro–markets work fine, most of the time, and Keynesian macro–<br />

markets are dysfunctional and require constant vigilance by public-spirited, brilliant,<br />

government planners. Men such as Keynes himself, no doubt.<br />

Needless to say, I ran afoul of some professors. But while I received a political “B” or<br />

two, it was a micro professor who went to the dean and demanded that I not be allowed to<br />

continue in economics. My sin? I had written a paper critical of indifference curves, citing<br />

an article by Rothbard, “Toward a Reconstruction of Utility and Welfare Economics.” That<br />

was such a rebuke to this gentleman and the “perfection” of his mathematical, micro analyses<br />

that he wanted me kept out of the profession altogether. The dean, a former federal bureaucrat,<br />

for some reason overrode the teacher and commuted my failing “C” (graduate work,<br />

remember) to a “B-.” I learned the valuable lesson that methodological disputes can be every<br />

bit as damaging and vicious as ideological ones.<br />

I don’t know why the dean helped me, but it wasn’t the last time that someone aided me<br />

when I really needed help. After I received my Masters in economics, I applied to the law school<br />

that I wanted to attend and was accepted, but also accepted for doctoral work in economics. I<br />

decided to pursue economics and that, as Robert Frost wrote, “had made all the difference.”<br />

I began doctoral work at Virginia and met Roger Garrison, who was a fellow student,<br />

although certainly a better one than myself. I also met several famous and influential<br />

professors at Virginia, but none of them really influenced my own thinking much, although<br />

I did admire William Breit, Leland Yeager, and G. Warren Nutter immensely. I had read<br />

by that point every major work in the Austrian tradition that was in print, and had begun

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