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“Dia bukan tanya HIV ke, apa ke, tapi dia tanya kau ni ada sakit tak?Haa, dia cakap macam itu je. Kalau saya kata tak da, haa...kalau kitakata sakit memang dia, dia memang tak buat.”(“He doesn’t ask about HIV or what not, but he asks are you sick or not?Haa, he talks like that. If I say no I don’t have, haa...if we say we’re sick,surely he, he will surely won’t want to do it.”)(Female, 45 yrs, Primary education, SW)However, several of them in the study pointed out they were honest and would revealtheir HIV+ status to clients:“Bagi tau customer”(“Tell the customer.”)(Female, 45 yrs, Primary education, SW)“Tau HIV”(“Knows HIV.”)(Female, 49 yrs, No formal education, SW)A couple of sex workers felt trapped and torn but yet they needed to work to survive, andthis predicament could push some to be suicidal.“Bagi tau lain-lain orang, haa. So malu la. Ada orang ah...boleh bunuhdiri tau. Boleh bunuh...”(“Tell to other people, haa. So ashamed la. There’re people ah...would killthemselves, you know. Will kill...”)(Female, 36 yrs, Lower secondary education, SW)Out of desperation, some sex workers would continue working but said they would takenecessary precautions:“Saya kerja pun, saya ada kerja ada pakai itu... (kondom).”(“I still work, I have work, I use that ... (condom).”)(Female, 48 yrs, No formal education, SW)One transgender confessed:“If I’m healthy, I’m not shy ...I’ll go I’ll put make up and go out findmoney you know. Until that stage I have to do. Catherine...sometimes atnight see me... I wear the wig, I make up...have to look for money, haveto eat...ah...that’s why I feel so bad.”(Transgender, 53 yrs, Upper secondary education, SW)This sort of predicament also affects the refugees group - some of whom had to hang onto their work despite being physically unwell.69