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Zachary 47<br />

she was a worry to Zachary’s mother, who relied on her a great deal to<br />

help out around the house and to look after her son.<br />

“I call her Alice,” Zachary piped up.<br />

“Do you?” I asked, adding, rather stupidly, “Is that her name?”<br />

“No,” his mother interjected. “Her name isn’t Alice at all. That’s the<br />

name of the housekeeper from The Brady Bunch, another one of his favorite<br />

shows.” I was trying very hard to keep this straight.<br />

“At the same time his grandmother was ill,” Angela continued, “the<br />

movie Titanic came out.” He was not allowed to see it, but this has always<br />

been another favorite topic of Zachary’s. He has read everything he<br />

can about the sinking of the great ship.<br />

“It hit an iceberg,” Zachary said, and made the sound of the ship’s<br />

hull crashing into something. Zachary cannot listen to the movie’s popular<br />

theme song without crying, his mother added. Then he became<br />

worried about all the main characters in his favorite TV shows dying.<br />

He scoured the newspapers, especially the entertainment section and<br />

the obituaries, and watched all the newscasts, looking for death notices.<br />

He constantly asked his mother who would replace so-and-so in the<br />

show if there was a death. Curiously, he never asked his mother if she<br />

would die and who would replace her.<br />

I asked Zachary if he was afraid of dying. He has nightmares, he admitted.<br />

“I had a dream on a night about me having to go underground.<br />

What would happen to my spirit?” he asked his mother, but then answered<br />

himself with a rather grand theatrical gesture of the hands upwards:<br />

“My spirit goes up into the sky and goes in everyone’s heart.”<br />

This is an explanation his mother had given him to comfort him, but<br />

this was the first time she had heard of these nightmares.<br />

“Does everyone get sick before they die? Not always. They die in<br />

their sleep.” He continued to answer his own questions.<br />

What began as an initial concern about the health of a family member<br />

had now grown to include all Zachary’s interests and preoccupations.<br />

But his obsession with death extended only to those individuals<br />

of direct and immediate interest to him. He was not worried about the<br />

war in Serbia or the famines in Africa, and the death of Princess Diana<br />

had left him cold.<br />

“What about Louie Brown?” he asked. “He died in 1845.”<br />

“What about Louie Brown? Who is he?” I asked.<br />

“He was the man who invented Braille,” his mother informed me.<br />

Braille was another one of Zachary’s interests. He learned all about it in<br />

school many years ago, and it still carried an intense interest for him,

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