978-1572305441
autism
autism
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Zachary 47<br />
she was a worry to Zachary’s mother, who relied on her a great deal to<br />
help out around the house and to look after her son.<br />
“I call her Alice,” Zachary piped up.<br />
“Do you?” I asked, adding, rather stupidly, “Is that her name?”<br />
“No,” his mother interjected. “Her name isn’t Alice at all. That’s the<br />
name of the housekeeper from The Brady Bunch, another one of his favorite<br />
shows.” I was trying very hard to keep this straight.<br />
“At the same time his grandmother was ill,” Angela continued, “the<br />
movie Titanic came out.” He was not allowed to see it, but this has always<br />
been another favorite topic of Zachary’s. He has read everything he<br />
can about the sinking of the great ship.<br />
“It hit an iceberg,” Zachary said, and made the sound of the ship’s<br />
hull crashing into something. Zachary cannot listen to the movie’s popular<br />
theme song without crying, his mother added. Then he became<br />
worried about all the main characters in his favorite TV shows dying.<br />
He scoured the newspapers, especially the entertainment section and<br />
the obituaries, and watched all the newscasts, looking for death notices.<br />
He constantly asked his mother who would replace so-and-so in the<br />
show if there was a death. Curiously, he never asked his mother if she<br />
would die and who would replace her.<br />
I asked Zachary if he was afraid of dying. He has nightmares, he admitted.<br />
“I had a dream on a night about me having to go underground.<br />
What would happen to my spirit?” he asked his mother, but then answered<br />
himself with a rather grand theatrical gesture of the hands upwards:<br />
“My spirit goes up into the sky and goes in everyone’s heart.”<br />
This is an explanation his mother had given him to comfort him, but<br />
this was the first time she had heard of these nightmares.<br />
“Does everyone get sick before they die? Not always. They die in<br />
their sleep.” He continued to answer his own questions.<br />
What began as an initial concern about the health of a family member<br />
had now grown to include all Zachary’s interests and preoccupations.<br />
But his obsession with death extended only to those individuals<br />
of direct and immediate interest to him. He was not worried about the<br />
war in Serbia or the famines in Africa, and the death of Princess Diana<br />
had left him cold.<br />
“What about Louie Brown?” he asked. “He died in 1845.”<br />
“What about Louie Brown? Who is he?” I asked.<br />
“He was the man who invented Braille,” his mother informed me.<br />
Braille was another one of Zachary’s interests. He learned all about it in<br />
school many years ago, and it still carried an intense interest for him,