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so he can sleep.<br />
2:00 Dana takes Bel to the doctor. Dual ear infection. Dana's third trip to the pharmacy is<br />
underway.<br />
2:00 Mom and I are shown a really bad video of a woman <strong>with</strong> "flock of seagulls" hair<br />
explaining (incorrectly, it turns out) how to use a feeding tube. There are 20 minutes I'm<br />
never getting back.<br />
2:30 Dad is ready to go, mom goes to get the car. Dad tells me that he has a vague<br />
recollection of fighting the doctor's efforts to get the tube in. That probably explains the<br />
extra anesthetic he got and the longer than expected groggy period.<br />
3:00 Nurse helps dad get into the car.<br />
3:15 We arrive at my parents' house. (I think I might have gotten about 30 minutes off on<br />
this schedule, since 3:15 seems earlier than it really happened).<br />
3:30 Dad is in his bed, exhausted.<br />
3:35 Dad is scheduled to see Dr. Flam at 8:30 tomorrow, but we think today's events<br />
probably make that appointment unnecessary. Mom calls Dr. Flam again asking for<br />
biopsy results and whether he needs to go to his appointment.<br />
4:00 First Super Tuesday results come in. Dad turns it on and watches for a few minutes,<br />
then naps.<br />
4:55 Mom places third call to Dr. Flam, and he's already on the exchange. So we still<br />
don't know if we have biopsy results or an appointment tomorrow.<br />
5:30 In the ironic moment of the day, I get a call from St. Agnes billing about a bill I got<br />
and apparently didn't pay quickly enough -- because I was too busy caring for my dad as<br />
a St. Agnes inpatient. The message said to call them back and that they were open until<br />
6:00 p.m. I called back right away, but it turns out that they were only open until 3:00 p.m.<br />
Very annoying.<br />
6:00 Dad is settled. He has some pain related to the PEG, but he seems OK. I head to<br />
the store to get dinner.<br />
Dad wants to have a few days <strong>with</strong>out a doctor or hospital visit, and we will try to<br />
accomplish that. Today we had one doctor visit for each generation (my mom, myself,<br />
and my daughter) -- plus my dad's outpatient procedure.<br />
<strong>My</strong> wife has been great. <strong>My</strong> oldest daughter, Eva, has been a terrific help. <strong>My</strong> youngest<br />
daughters have been solid. <strong>My</strong> youngest brother took control of what needed to be<br />
controlled. <strong>My</strong> middle brother soldiered through his discomfort. <strong>My</strong> ex wife helped. <strong>My</strong><br />
mom was amazing, fighting through her infection. There is no substitute for a family that<br />
pulls together. <strong>My</strong> dad must have done something right because he built the framework<br />
for all of this since becoming a parent in 1967.<br />
I'm tired just looking at the list of what happened today. I wish there was some witty<br />
closing sentence I could use, but I have to recycle the one thing I said today that got my<br />
dad to smile. While we were waiting for Dr. Lewis, I told my dad "you know, just three<br />
more of these surgeries and the fourth one is free." It was nice to see him smile.<br />
Posted by Gary Shuster at 08:09PM (-08:00)<br />
Ignoring the Sword of Damocles<br />
Monday, March 12, 2012<br />
Dad wrote a post a little more than a year ago asking "Is This What it is Like to be on<br />
Death Row?" He posited that "in a way, my situation is similar to that of somebody on<br />
death row. <strong>Merkel</strong> cell cancer is the executioner. Dr Nghiem is my defense attorney. He<br />
<strong>My</strong> <strong>Battle</strong> <strong>with</strong> <strong>Merkel</strong> <strong>Cell</strong> <strong>Cancer</strong><br />
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