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My Battle with Merkel Cell Cancer

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there. They visited from Valencia, California. Eva and Sara were there, of course, and<br />

Gary's first wife, Margaret Eva,s mother was also was there. We had a nice time and<br />

again, cake was served. Unfortunately, I could not enjoy the cake. On Sunday, we did<br />

video chats, first <strong>with</strong> Mike and Leanna, Sammie and Eli. Brian was also able to<br />

participate. This was followed by a video chat <strong>with</strong> my mother in Montreal. <strong>My</strong> sister Ellie<br />

was there visiting from Edmonton Alberta. Her daughter Cheryl was there <strong>with</strong> her<br />

newborn baby, whose name is David. He is not named after me. This was my first<br />

chance to see him. I have to say that the innovations in modern electronics are wonderful<br />

for families were separated by so much distance. Here, we were able to share video and<br />

chat <strong>with</strong> people living in Philadelphia, Vancouver, Montréal, and Edmonton. I can only<br />

imagine what my grandparents on my fathers side who left their families behind in<br />

Russia, and moved to the New World, would think. How they would have loved to have<br />

been able to communicate like this!<br />

I have sufferred from most of the expected symptoms of radiation treatment. The one<br />

which I have managed to avoid is the fatigue described by many. The most distressing of<br />

all the symptoms is the loss of sense of taste. In fact, it is worse than merely the loss of<br />

sense of taste. Everything tastes bad. The way described it to my wife is for her to<br />

imagine that everything she ate tasted like cantaloupe. She hates cantaloupe. The next<br />

distressing symptom is a very dry mouth. In spite of multiple rinses, drinking lots of water,<br />

the dryness continues. This also seems to result in a sore throat, although my throat has<br />

markedly improved since the first week of radiation treatment. A new symptom which I<br />

have developed is some kind of painful lesion in my nose on the right. Dr. Lee, the<br />

radiation oncologist, who was filling in for Dr. John yesterday, thinks it might be a viral<br />

herpes simplex. I have had occasional herpes simplex infections on my lip, and I have<br />

had a similar condition and my nose two or three times in the past 10 years. I will try<br />

treating this <strong>with</strong> an antiviral ointment. <strong>My</strong> back pain is resolved almost completely. Last,<br />

but far from least, is the burning in my skin of my neck on the left. I have been applying<br />

aloe vera lotion to this four or five times a day, but I anticipate this getting a lot worse.<br />

This is particularly so as I will receive five electron beam treatments. These treatments<br />

are designed to add radiation to the skin. I asked Dr. Lee what were the chances that my<br />

skin would break down and that I would require skin grafts. He said that it was likely that<br />

my skin would break down, but that it was virtually certain to heal on its own. However,<br />

because this is the original site of tumor, the intense radiation to the skin is required.<br />

On Saturday, I had a long talk <strong>with</strong> a fellow sufferer of <strong>Merkel</strong>'s carcinoma in Minnesota.<br />

His name is Rich Kessler. He tells me that he is one of the founders of the group. He still<br />

has a non-healing lesion on his leg in the skin as a result of his radiation treatment four<br />

years ago. However I have to say that my discussion <strong>with</strong> him gave my spirits a big<br />

boost. He has survived eight years <strong>with</strong> <strong>Merkel</strong>'s. Rich, this message is for you. I read on<br />

one of the other posts on the <strong>Merkel</strong> site that you can send blood for testing to Dr.<br />

Nghiem's lab.<br />

<strong>My</strong> bridge game still has not suffered. Playing <strong>with</strong> Bert, in a game <strong>with</strong> 15 tables, we had<br />

the best score of all 30 pairs <strong>with</strong> 212 on a 156 average.<br />

Here are the pictures. You can see the left side of my face is red and pigmented. <strong>My</strong><br />

beard on the left is barely growing. The left facial droop appears more pronounced to me.<br />

<strong>My</strong> <strong>Battle</strong> <strong>with</strong> <strong>Merkel</strong> <strong>Cell</strong> <strong>Cancer</strong><br />

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