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In facing death, dad decided to truly live his life. I love how he embraced what is<br />
important, and allowed the distractions from a happy life to fall by the wayside. None of<br />
us need to wait until we face a terminal illness to live the way dad lived his final years.<br />
Dad left behind a great family, a family that will live a better life thanks to the legacy and<br />
lessons he leaves behind.<br />
Grandma, Poppa, and their five grandchildren on the family cruise, December 2011<br />
Dad and family on a cruise, December 2011<br />
We each remember dad -- and allow that memory to enrich our lives -- in our own way.<br />
His passing allowed me to reflect on whether I was the man he was, or at least the man I<br />
wanted to be. Dad had always loomed large -- a man whose shoes I could never hope to<br />
fill. He was a man who would hoist a canoe over beaver damns, a man who would step in<br />
to fix anything that went wrong, a man I turned to for rock solid advice. He was in so<br />
many ways not just a father, but a father figure. He was a hero to his mother when his<br />
father was sick and later died. He was a hero and role model for his children. Like any<br />
respected father figure, he cast quite a shadow.<br />
Even to the end dad projected strength, regardless of the cancer's weakening of his<br />
body.<br />
A few days after he passed away, I looked in his closet and was drawn to his shoes. I<br />
had always assumed his feet were far bigger than mine, so I had trouble believing what I<br />
saw. I stared for minutes. His shoes looked the same size as mine. And they were. I sat<br />
down, picked out a pair of shoes I had seen him wear dozens of times, and put them on. I<br />
literally filled his shoes.<br />
<strong>My</strong> <strong>Battle</strong> <strong>with</strong> <strong>Merkel</strong> <strong>Cell</strong> <strong>Cancer</strong><br />
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