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believe, only a few days ago. Words that I had chosen to ignore.
“You can think about what I just told you. Okay? Take your time to
decide what you want to do.”
“Yeah, I will.”
There was so much to think about. So much to process. To anybody else,
this might have been nothing more than a bureaucratic process I should have
thought of before, but to me? Learning that my colleagues—those who had
witnessed everything—were actively taking my side, it meant something.
Although it didn’t change what I had done. How I had thrown away
everything I could have had with Aaron. How I had denied him of the one
thing he had asked of me. My full trust. My faith in us. And over what? He
would have given me that much, and I had just given up without a fight.
“And please,” Sharon said, “if you could tell Aaron to come by as soon as
he’s back. I can’t seem to get ahold of him.”
As soon as he’s back?
“Oh, erm, I don’t … I just …” My words tumbled out of me, mixing with
the questions spinning in my head.
“It’s all good, Lina. He was very clear about your relationship. Came here
first thing this week to ask if there was any kind of company policy or
contract clause that would perhaps complicate things.”
The heartbeat that had flattened, accompanying me during these days
without him, came back to life, peeking out. He had come to HR to be sure
that all fronts were covered. To reassure me. Because he’d known that I’d
need exactly that. Because he had wanted me to feel safe.
Tears that hadn’t been there before were in a rush to get to my eyes.
“Hey, it’s okay, Lina. There aren’t. There’s no reason for you guys to
worry. No stones in the way.”
No. The only one taking those possible obstacles on our way and turning
them into impediments we couldn’t get over was me.
“Okay,” I muttered, willing my eyes to hold tight a little longer. “That’s
good.” Nothing was good. Not a single thing because I had ruined it anyway.
“All right, good.” Sharon’s blonde head bobbed, her motherly eyes
warming up. “But please, do tell him to call me back, yes? I know these are
hard times, but it’s about his promotion.”
Hard times. Those two words echoed through my mind.
Sharon’s earlier request bounced right back. “Tell Aaron to come by as
soon as he’s back.”