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unfathomable way you have made me completely yours.”

“Yours,” I repeated, my heart expanding in my chest. Lurching itself

against my rib cage. Wanting out and into Aaron’s. “I’m yours too, Aaron. So

completely yours. I have … fallen in love with you. I don’t know how it

happened, but it did. I love you.” I didn’t recognize my own voice, not with

the loud thumping in my ears. “I was so stupid to let you walk away. So, so

dumb. But I got lost in my head. I was so scared, Aaron. I didn’t want to lose

everything I had worked so hard for. To have people look at me like they had

all those years ago. To lose you, too, when you realized that I was a

complication.”

“You’d never be one.”

“I know that now, but I somehow convinced myself that letting you go

was the best thing I could do to protect myself from that happening again.” I

shook my head, pushing that dreadful emotion out of my chest. I’d tell Aaron

about Sharon and the investigation on Gerald. But now wasn’t the time.

“I’m sorry for not being here for you like I should have.”

He looked at me like he didn’t want my apologies, but I didn’t let him

talk.

“I am.” My voice wavered. “Knowing that your dad was sick and you

were all the way here, alone. Taking it all without anyone to hold you. That

he has been critical for weeks, and yet you came to Spain with me. That you

…” I trailed off, my voice now shaking. “That you would give me so fucking

much without ever asking for anything in return. It destroyed me. But I’m

here now,” I whispered, looking into his eyes.

“I’m here, and I’m not going anywhere, not because I believe that we can

somehow be together now, but because I can’t conceive of being anywhere

else but beside you.” I swallowed hard, trying to rein in every emotion

threatening to burst out. “You know that, right?” I leaned in, my lips brushing

over his. Very softly, almost tentatively. Waiting for his answer.

“I do now.” A low grunt came from his throat. His fingers tightened once

more around my wrist. The arm around my waist brought me even deeper

into his chest. “I do, Lina. And I don’t plan on letting you forget that.”

The hand that had been on my wrist trailed up my arm, his palm cupping

my face. I leaned into his touch, feeling like I could live only on Aaron’s

caresses and kisses.

“I would have come back for you, you know? I told you I wouldn’t let

you quit on us. You still owed me that four-letter word.”

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