Awareness in Buddhist Meditation
A detailed description of awareness in Buddhist Meditation.
A detailed description of awareness in Buddhist Meditation.
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The four Noble Truths<br />
Of all mental phenomena (dhamma) the most outstand<strong>in</strong>g one is<br />
the m<strong>in</strong>d’s reaction to conflict (dukkha). The religious attitude to<br />
conflict has been expressed <strong>in</strong> many ways. It is shown as the constant<br />
fight between the spirit and the flesh, as temptation, as s<strong>in</strong>, as<br />
the struggle for life, evolution <strong>in</strong> existence, sorrow, grief, loss, suffer<strong>in</strong>g—all<br />
express<strong>in</strong>g an <strong>in</strong>ternal opposition, a constant striv<strong>in</strong>g to<br />
overcome, to outgrow, a desire for a new start <strong>in</strong> a new life through<br />
salvation, grace, transmigration or rebirth.<br />
The stress is always on escape, on renewal, on reward <strong>in</strong> a better<br />
life for those who won the battle. The m<strong>in</strong>d and the heart are so<br />
much preoccupied with this battle that few ever th<strong>in</strong>k of what this<br />
conflict is. No system of religion or philosophy has been able to<br />
solve this problem satisfactorily, because the search is always one<br />
for a solution rather than a dissolution. Thus the search itself ends<br />
<strong>in</strong> delusion, because it has begun <strong>in</strong> ignorance.<br />
What is conflict? Are we aware of conflict? Or are we just<br />
feel<strong>in</strong>g the unpleasant effects, the undesirable outcome of be<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong><br />
conflict? And are we not concentrat<strong>in</strong>g exclusively on the cause<br />
and effects thereof? When fac<strong>in</strong>g conflict with<strong>in</strong> ourselves, what is<br />
our attitude? Is it not an attitude of repell<strong>in</strong>g, of opposition, of<br />
escap<strong>in</strong>g, of conquest? What is it that we want <strong>in</strong> this life of strife?<br />
To be free from conflict. And we have given many names to that<br />
freedom: Eternal bliss, beatific vision, the supreme good, div<strong>in</strong>e<br />
love, union with God, emancipation, deliverance, Nirvāṇa. But do<br />
we know the mean<strong>in</strong>g of those words; they are not even concepts,<br />
because they are beyond thought. They are ideals, mere ideas of a<br />
supreme escape from sorrow, from loss, from conflict. We know the<br />
effect of loss, the lonel<strong>in</strong>ess, the desolation, the lack of support, the<br />
fear of stand<strong>in</strong>g alone. But that is not conflict; that is the effect of<br />
conflict, and we are fight<strong>in</strong>g to get rid of those consequences.<br />
But what is conflict? This is the ultimate question of a m<strong>in</strong>d<br />
with full awareness. Conflict must be seen as a phenomenon with