English - Ontario Association of Children's Aid Societies
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A REAL INDIAN<br />
I never met a real Indian I’ve only seen them on T.V. or in a picture book. Real<br />
Indians I thought were the ones that stood straight and tall with arms folded and<br />
that oh too familiar, poker straight face staring straight ahead. The only real<br />
thing about these Indians were the way they looked, you know. I never seen them<br />
laugh at something silly or cry at the sad disheartening plight <strong>of</strong> others. I have<br />
never seen them kiss and hug, or run and play.<br />
For a long time far too long. I wished I could meet a real Indian not to talk to just<br />
to stand mouth agape and stare at the unrealness <strong>of</strong> the creature.<br />
Many people informed me that I was Indian and I would reply, yes I’m Indian but<br />
not a real Indian.<br />
I travelled through life explaining, deciphering and denying Indianness <strong>of</strong>ten<br />
wondering why my skin colour had to be that one shade darker making life so<br />
difficult and complex.<br />
Why is it everyone is so intrigued and mystified by a nation that staggers down<br />
the street and totters on the corner. What is it about these trinket trading<br />
savages that will not die and go away.<br />
To what linguistic family do you belong too many inquisitive whites have asked<br />
me You tell me and we’ll both know I’d think ashamedly. White people knew way<br />
more about Indians than I did. Isn’t it a crime what happened to the Beothuks In<br />
my mind I’d search for the meaning <strong>of</strong> the word.<br />
The strangest thing transpired while I was reading a book. I identified with<br />
a people that were so far removed from me and my reality. I was hooked. I<br />
searched through pages and picked up pieces. I found these pieces everywhere,<br />
alone I travelled, unsure <strong>of</strong> what the treasure was or how I’d know when I’d found<br />
it.<br />
Time transpired, days, years, a lifetime unfolded, bits and pieces from<br />
everywhere retrieved. Cut and paste, put together working hard make it fit.<br />
Finally, not yet finished but enough pieces are in place. I pick it up to have a look<br />
at what I have in front <strong>of</strong> me.<br />
I stand straight and tall my mouth agape, before me is a real Indian as real as real<br />
can be. I know she’s real because there’s no mistake that pieced together Indian<br />
is me.<br />
- Decarlo, 1993<br />
H. RESILIENCY<br />
Resiliency is a concept that has strong resonance in Aboriginal communities. Despite<br />
the deliberate attempts to dismantle First Nations, Inuit and Métis culture, families<br />
and communities, Aboriginal peoples have demonstrated incredible resiliency. The<br />
concept <strong>of</strong> resiliency is throughout Indigenous cultures and means the ability to<br />
overcome deprivation and adverse conditions in life.<br />
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