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BILL CADY Word Count: 149,227 - At My Friend's Place

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Bill Cady, The Early Years … by Bill Cady 219<br />

She continued her smile as she positioned me for my shot. I felt the needle enter<br />

my thigh, (everything else was so hard by then from injections they couldn‟t even shove a<br />

needle into my body), and I heard her voice. “Enjoy it, honey, „cause this is your last<br />

pain shot.”<br />

Goddamned fuckin‟ doctors! Who the hell said I didn‟t need any more pain<br />

shots? Why, this thing‟s gonna hurt like hell until, oh, I don‟t know, 1975, maybe? Why<br />

the hell cut me off now? This sucks!<br />

And suck, it did. It sucked the life out of me for a while. The shot got me one<br />

more incredible buzz, and I reveled in the first two or three hours. After that, it was pills,<br />

only. Not even Demerol, damn it. Some kind of pain killer that was only good for<br />

killing pain. How goddamned smart is that, I ask you? Not very, as I saw it.<br />

I spent the next three and a half days with six quilted blankets covering me up<br />

because I was freezing so bad I shook. However, I sweated like a pig because I was so<br />

damned hot. I was nauseous beyond belief and couldn‟t even think about eating, let<br />

alone allow anyone to put a spoon of anything in my mouth. <strong>My</strong> head ached and the<br />

throbbing pain was relentless. I suffered without end from some ugly hallucinations, and<br />

my paranoia was like someone being asked if they ever voted for Jimmy Carter, when<br />

they had voted for him.<br />

Eventually, my roller coaster ride through Hell was over and I calmed down<br />

enough to talk in a weak voice. I was so drained I wanted to die.<br />

I suppose that‟s why I was so easily able to resist the temptation to sample all the<br />

drugs my friends tasted in our high school years. I‟d been addicted and made it back.<br />

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