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Chapter 8. The Making of a Seiðman 208
8.2. The Sick Come By:
My life, my new life, was no longer under my control. Events would occur so
that I would be there just at the right time. I seem to be moved either in time or
place to avoid car crashes and other accidents or I would be put in the path of an
event which seemed to be occurring for my benefit. For a period of time it seemed
that the hallucinations had switched places with reality. On the one hand I felt
that I had very little control over my life, but on the other hand events were being
guided from the outside so that I could live and grow. This is how it was when the
sick began to come by.
The first few who had come by were like me: their luck had either been squandered
like mine or had been damaged in some way or other. There was no real
ceremony or distinct method for dealing with these people. I would simply circle us
around with a rope which had been given to me by a river ghost. The rope wasn’t
really there to protect us as the New Age folk would try to tell me; it simply tied
me together with the person that I was working with. (Actually, I don’t work inside
a “circle” like Wiccans mainly because as soon as I get started, I travel – the more
about that later.) After a time, a song will come up which brings the ghosts. Some
of them run and get information on the client, and some of them confer with one
another (and me) to determine a proper course of action. From that point on the
session develops itself.
I am uncomfortable using a term like “ceremony” for what I do. The word
“ceremony” for me brings up visions of people droning on and on, quoting out of the
books, calling on ancient names, and dealing with gods – this is not what I do. I go
into a session, call on my friends to help, and from there we simply function as a
team to get a job done. I have nothing to do with gods ever in my sessions. There
is only me and my SWAT team of ghosts.
At one point during my hallucinatory phase, the pneumonia occupation, Odin
approached me and held a spear up to my heart. He offered to teach me and take
me under his wing. I found this to be a frightening and repulsive thought and so I
refused. He made a few minor threats and then belted out and evil sounding laugh.
Before he backed up (to allow me to escape), he made one little scratch immediately
below my left breast. As soon as I was able, I turned tail and ran as fast as I
could. I’ve never had dealings with any gods except Thor and only then on very
rare occasions. I don’t work with gods.
The healing sessions which I do with the sick are always the same in format. A
short diagnosis by the team of ghosts is done to assess the situation and the plan of
action is drawn up. Generally, although not always, either Fly Agaric or Toloache
will offer their services. It’s kind of like going to travel agent to help determine
the best route to a place and to determine the best means of travel. Fly Agaric