An Authentic Life 1.1 for pdf - Universalist Radha-Krishnaism

spiritual plane of supra-consciousness where these
idealized love pastimes go on eternally in ever new
ways. Lalita Prasad taught me this technique of selfactualization,
and I applied myself to it.
After a couple of weeks drinking the honeyed
nectar from Lalita Prasad's lips, Bhakta Ma told me he
was tiring and needed to rest. He told me to teach in
the West where it was more needed. He gave me a
copy of Bhaktivinode’s printed list of his disciplic
succession with their spiritual identities and a place to
add my name and information to the succession after
his.
I Need a Way Out
I went to the Mayapur ISKCON temple. they gave
me a room in the original thatch-roofed bungalow by
the road where I practiced the meditation Lalita
Prasad taught me and began translating a book of poetry
by Bhaktivinode Thakur. I was torn whether to
continue being a disciple of Bhaktivedanta Swami or
go to Lalita Prasad Thakur and beg to stay with him. I
decided to stay with Swamiji since he was my initiator
guru and Lalita Prasad Thakur encouraged me to
do so.
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