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An Authentic Life 1.1 for pdf - Universalist Radha-Krishnaism

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Family Man<br />

<strong>An</strong>tima’s mother was a renowned Puerto Rican psychic.<br />

She told me I had three spirit guides--an English<br />

knight, a French writer, and an Indian chief. It seemed<br />

to fit. Sucitra and I rented a small apartment near her<br />

home.<br />

I regularly took the subway to Manhattan and<br />

looked <strong>for</strong> work in publishing. It was a time of adjustment<br />

<strong>for</strong> Sucitra, Purnima and Kishangi. The kids<br />

were raised in New Vrindaban where they were<br />

abused and unaccustomed to anything else. They got<br />

to play on the beach and ride bumper cars.<br />

Our money was limited. We stayed with my<br />

mother on Long Island. Purnima freaked her out<br />

when he told her he would burn down the house. I<br />

think he couldn’t believe people lived like her, although<br />

it is just a modest tract home, after the harsh<br />

life he lived. He had a hard time adjusting and was a<br />

discipline problem.<br />

I felt more at home at my mother’s than ever<br />

be<strong>for</strong>e. We moved there from Brooklyn when I was<br />

eight. Now I was thirty-four. My father died ten years<br />

earlier. My siblings were married and lived on their<br />

own. My relationship with my mother deepened over<br />

the years.<br />

Sucitra got money from her aunt in Capitola,<br />

near Santa Cruz. We decided to live on the west coast,<br />

so we flew there and stayed with her aunt. Sucitra<br />

and I did a short stint as telemarketers <strong>for</strong> the San<br />

Jose Mercury newspaper.<br />

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