TANTRIC-QUEST-Encounter-with-Absolute-Love

powerless in their terrifying light. Her huge red tongue lolled,trembling, from her mouth. She brandished a sacrificialsword and made mudras with her two right hands. A kind ofsymphony of groans and moans took possession of me, andthe fifty heads in her macabre necklace turned like a lasso,the faces growing and shrinking so violently that I lost allsense of my size in relation to the surrounding space.Little by little, Kali began to make menacing gestures.Her free hand took hold of my hair as the sword swungaround in space to find the ideal angle for my decapitation.My bellowing supplanted that of the already cutoffheads. Kali pinned me by the hair. I saw the swordfall, and I felt it cut through nerves and tendons, arteriesand muscles, trachea and vocal cords with indescribableslowness and precision. Finally my head was detachedfrom my body, my neck retracted, and mythoughts emptied into space. Kali, dancing, made myheavy head turn. Only my eyes were still functioning,and I saw clearly dark space, the moon, and the bloodon Kali's black skin.The revolving motion increased. She let me go, and Iwas projected into the distance like a cannonball of brainsand bones. My head rolled; I felt the ground; I saw thedust and sky. Far off, my pale and headless body staggeredabout and finally collapsed. Kali stamped on it, dancing onits limp surface. Then she stood still, and I felt the wholeweight of her body sinking into mine. The sacrificial bloodsplattered all over me, and my far-off head shrank. Victoriousand dominating, Kali fed on my darkness. With oneterrible look, her tongue quivering, she absorbed it in theblack depths of the night.129