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lack circles were forming. I felt wonderfully happy in thissilence. I was grateful to Devi for having spoken of herselfto me in such a direct manner, for making me touch thevoid. Again, this time, I found her simple, cheerful, profound.A few stones landed in the pot again. We savoredthe chapatis in silence and I retired <strong>with</strong>out a word, knowingthat the teaching for the day was over.I walked slowly to the edge of the cliff. I admired thewaterfall, which sparkled in the moonlight, and I went tobed, lulled by its ceaseless sound. Despite my fatigue, formore than an hour I remained still, warm enough, bathedin joy and a deep recognition. Before going to sleep, I bowedmentally to Devi. A lotus opened in my heart.57
7Devi woke me before daybreak by putting her hand on myforehead. I emerged from sleep <strong>with</strong> a mental alertness andlucidity I'd never known before. Devi carried her folded blanketunder her arm. She made her way in silence toward thecliff. I got up, took my blanket, and followed her. She satdown for meditation, and just as I was about to take myplace beside her, she motioned for me to sit facing her.My meditation seemed carried by Devi's energy, whichswept over me like a strong breeze and made me shiver. Ifelt each muscle and every nerve's desire to abandon itselftotally to a sort of call from the void, so that I had to keepgetting control of myself, tensing up and bracing myself toavoid being overwhelmed by what I was experiencing.Despite my resistance, I was bathed in a very strong luminosity,which lasted throughout the period of practice.The day began, the temperature climbed slowly, and atlast the first rays of sun penetrated my lined Tibetan robe58
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TANTRICQUESTAn Encounter withAbsolu
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For Kalou Rinpoche and Devi,my mast
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INTRODUCTIONShivaic Tantrism of Kas
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cal and divine creations, all sacre
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a rock wall before transmitting the
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Page 18 and 19: 2From those first weeks in the Hima
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Page 38 and 39: 4I slept very little that night, ha
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Page 74 and 75: Devi ate slowly. Each of her moveme
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no ritual to induce the meditative
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with you. When you exhale, the whol
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"That conflicted with my determinat
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"And when one leaves meditation, ho
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thing with a man obsessed with sex
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opportunity for impulsive debaucher
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as cream. Then Devi asked the ricks
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cardboard shelter. I didn't sleep.
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would be practicing soon. I asked h
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to the coccyx. Our dance became ext
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14Devi opened the bottle of bhang a
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powerless in their terrifying light
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of consciousness onto the same plan
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orgasm without erection, and I susp
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times, she succeeded in making me c
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16Devi asked me to go find an armlo
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we've imprisoned by our desire. We
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sacrificial meal. Then you perfume
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the night will collect our pleasure
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17The twelve days that followed wer
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During these wonderful days, I expe
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facing a potential disciple is not
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"Between two breaths, there is a co
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18We spent two or three hours a day
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young virgin, but powerful as a sno
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Jivaro Indians. And this time, it w
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the moment when you were opening yo
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each, she put them carefully into m
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20In the days that followed the mai
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the void. Distinguishing between wh
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ecome terrifying. Let yourself be.
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sary goods up to Devi, Ram smiled,
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day after day, and sometimes consum
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overwhelmed me. My heart opened as
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sit on a comfortable cushion or on
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It's enough to be attentive. Usuall
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Practice will change our perspectiv
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ing each internal organ and setting
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