TANTRIC-QUEST-Encounter-with-Absolute-Love

orgasm without erection, and I suspected that I still hadother discoveries to make.A few days of leisure intervened between each of thediverse experiences that Devi put me through. They introducedme to a fundamentally different relationship not onlywith my body but with desire and possession of the otheras well. Although Devi made me go through intense eroticemotions, never did it occur to me to embrace her, take aturn at caressing her, or make love to her. I was completelyabsorbed in discovering another way of envisioning myrelationship to the female, to the divine, and to sexuality.The next stage of my initiation into Tantric sexuality waseven more strange. That night, near a good fire, Devi rubbedmy body with oil and massaged me for a long time, sometimesbrushing against my penis so that it became erect.Then, making me feel with her index finger the extremitiesof my deep stomach muscles, she asked me to breathedeeply enough to feel the air going from these points, nearthe pubic bone, to two points situated under the clavicle.That required extremely deep breathing, long and gradual,the effect of which was to make my penis go limp, its sexualcharge dispersed throughout the entire body by the depthsof my exhalations.As soon as I stopped breathing this way, my penis grewhard again and was recharged with a very localized excitation.After an infinite succession of these respiratory waves,I had the sensation of having a kind of dam around my penis,its floodgates opening as I wished, thus letting the wavesof excitement spread into every hidden recess of my body.For the moment, only the current of erotic excitementebbed and flowed, but over the course of the nights that133