TANTRIC-QUEST-Encounter-with-Absolute-Love

9I'd been living in my hut for about two weeks. Each morning,after meditation, Devi accompanied me in the perceptionand full consciousness of the play of the tattvas. Fourtimes, the idea pot filled up with little stones, which Deviinsisted I pile beside my hut and consider each morning.Sometimes she ran her hand through them and said to me,"I caress your disruptive ideas." I had the impression thatthe river couldn't supply me with enough stones.One night I dreamed that I was sitting in my hut, an oldman, and that in front of me was a mountain of stonessymbolizing all the ideas that had cut me off from the marvelousmystical reality and blocked my view. A young girltumbled down the slope, laughing. She approached me. Irecognized Devi and woke up.With time, the pot began to fill up less quickly. Day byday, I felt a space opening in me, and the more it opened,the more I was in a position to enjoy each tattva and their83