- Page 4 and 5: TANTRICQUESTAn Encounter withAbsolu
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extended to the trees, the stones,
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your whole body is loose, center on
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of his sincere affection and of his
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longer operating. I discovered, sim
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continuation - continuation of the
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no ritual to induce the meditative
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with you. When you exhale, the whol
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"That conflicted with my determinat
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"And when one leaves meditation, ho
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thing with a man obsessed with sex
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opportunity for impulsive debaucher
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as cream. Then Devi asked the ricks
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cardboard shelter. I didn't sleep.
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would be practicing soon. I asked h
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to the coccyx. Our dance became ext
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14Devi opened the bottle of bhang a
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powerless in their terrifying light
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of consciousness onto the same plan
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orgasm without erection, and I susp
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times, she succeeded in making me c
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16Devi asked me to go find an armlo
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we've imprisoned by our desire. We
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sacrificial meal. Then you perfume
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the night will collect our pleasure
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17The twelve days that followed wer
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During these wonderful days, I expe
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facing a potential disciple is not
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"Between two breaths, there is a co
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18We spent two or three hours a day
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young virgin, but powerful as a sno
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Jivaro Indians. And this time, it w
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the moment when you were opening yo
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each, she put them carefully into m
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20In the days that followed the mai
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the void. Distinguishing between wh
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ecome terrifying. Let yourself be.
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sary goods up to Devi, Ram smiled,
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day after day, and sometimes consum
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overwhelmed me. My heart opened as
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sit on a comfortable cushion or on
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It's enough to be attentive. Usuall
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Practice will change our perspectiv
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ing each internal organ and setting
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