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a lofty calmness and lets the others wait a moment, focusing their attention during this<br />

dramatic pause. He clears his throat, then, like the Walrus, who let himself become enthralled<br />

by the little oysters before devouring them, and deliberately so that his ‘well-oiled voice<br />

would taste each item’, he commences his delivery, ‘his rose-bud mouth working solemnly,<br />

like an old lady’s at prayer’ (YLD, 12). Big, soft, witty, intelligent, romantic, sensitive,<br />

majestic, loving, and as loveable as a teddy bear—except that here it is a walrus—‘Great<br />

Wally’ is a character right out of Won<strong>der</strong>land.<br />

All this almost makes Wally into a tragic character, for the complications of his large<br />

personality make for a big and sudden fall, except that Koch does not choose to write the<br />

tragedy of Wally O’Sullivan. In spite of his professed love for Indonesia, Wally has already<br />

confessed to Cookie the problems of his pe<strong>der</strong>asty in Indonesia:<br />

‘I’m living on the edge of a volcano. The Indos would love to get something<br />

on me—I irritate them so often with my articles. It’s all so bloody cloak-anddagger<br />

here. I wish I were based in Singapore again. Singers was marvellous.<br />

I could send out from my room for the most beautiful boys—they deliver them<br />

there like hamburgers.’ (YLD, 60)<br />

Or like oysters. In any case, Wally, like the Walrus, does not recognise his own decadence<br />

because the boys he has sex with do not seem quite human to him. Koch clothes his blatant<br />

racism in the heavy robes of higher, perhaps for some rea<strong>der</strong>s even redeeming, romantic<br />

French literature—citing one of the most important figures in 19 th century Orientalist<br />

expression.<br />

I’ve got used to having boys in South-East Asia, Cookie. The funny thing is, I<br />

never allowed myself at home. I only half admitted it to myself. You come<br />

here, and they’re available, and they’re almost like a new sex—so smooth and<br />

brown; like plastic.’ He pursed his lips and gave a single snort of laughter at<br />

his own vulgarity. ‘Somehow, with another race it doesn’t seem so wrong. I<br />

felt like André Gide discovering the beautiful Arab boys—you’ve read the<br />

journals? South-East Asia—the Australian queer’s Middle East.’ (YLD, 60)<br />

If Wally believes that he can be himself in Southeast Asia, then he must be willing to<br />

accept his pe<strong>der</strong>asty as something other than degenerate, exploitative and very dangerous.<br />

Cookie tries to warn him about the possible consequences of his all-too-open activities, but<br />

Wally does not listen, and his sudden expulsion from Indonesia comes as a complete surprise<br />

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