For Lilian and the Indigos - Above Top Secret

CHRIST COMPLEX
I went to the mental health clinic to get some answers to some pertinent questions:
What is the definition of "psychosis?"
What is the definition of "Christ complex?"
I told them I wasn't there to be cured but to get a general evaluation of what clinical
psychology deems crazy, and to differentiate the symptoms of your average fake prophet
from the actions of a bona fide godhead representative. I told them that I did not think I
was crazy because I could explain how I got to this point. The woman who diagnosed me
was biased, I believe, and didn't want to even consider if I was who I claimed to be. She
was not objective and sought a scapegoat – she found it in pot... She said I was not
psychotic and that the complex was cannabis dependent. It is, in a manner of speaking,
odd how fundies treat my floral counterpart in the same way as I am treated; we come to
serve and you crucify us with reefer madness...
She pressured me to take an anti-psychotic in order to see if I would give up the notion of
being the Christ. I mean she really PUSHED it on me, as if she was getting kickbacks
from the pill makers. Ironically the predecessor drugs to the one they were going to give
me "made people into zombies," which I assume means spaced out and torpid. Pot
already does that...and pot has actually been prescribed as an anti-psychotic. As I gave it
more thought I concluded that:
1. you prescribe drugs AFTER diagnosis
2. neither clinical psychology nor pharmaceutical fabricators actually know how antipsychotics
work
3. using one drug to evaluate the effects of another drug is redundant
Basically psychosis is a matter of opinion. It’s weighing an individual’s thoughts and
actions against the norms of the society/culture that the individual exists in. If the
individual isn't interfacing with the norms in an acceptable way, he/she is "psychotic,"
whether the thoughts/actions are admirable or despicable. By their definition anyone who
has psychic ability is psychotic. Christ Complex is not in the DSM (the manual of mental
illnesses). The closest I get is delusions of grandeur, but really I’m just eccentric – duh.
To the degree that they are ignorant of the "cure," they are equally ignorant of the cause,
which in this case is my free will. They ask "what if" I am wrong and I am not who I
claim to be. Until someone else more credible than myself comes along, that question
remains open.
The only conclusion I come to is that what clinical psychology "thinks" is irrelevant, and
if the world’s opinion of me were contingent on a professional evaluation we're ALL
FUCT. But its not; this is an issue of faith, for me and everyone judging me. The mental