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CHRIST COMPLEX I went to the mental health clinic to get some answers to some pertinent questions: What is the definition of "psychosis?" What is the definition of "Christ complex?" I told them I wasn't there to be cured but to get a general evaluation of what clinical psychology deems crazy, and to differentiate the symptoms of your average fake prophet from the actions of a bona fide godhead representative. I told them that I did not think I was crazy because I could explain how I got to this point. The woman who diagnosed me was biased, I believe, and didn't want to even consider if I was who I claimed to be. She was not objective and sought a scapegoat – she found it in pot... She said I was not psychotic and that the complex was cannabis dependent. It is, in a manner of speaking, odd how fundies treat my floral counterpart in the same way as I am treated; we come to serve and you crucify us with reefer madness... She pressured me to take an anti-psychotic in order to see if I would give up the notion of being the Christ. I mean she really PUSHED it on me, as if she was getting kickbacks from the pill makers. Ironically the predecessor drugs to the one they were going to give me "made people into zombies," which I assume means spaced out and torpid. Pot already does that...and pot has actually been prescribed as an anti-psychotic. As I gave it more thought I concluded that: 1. you prescribe drugs AFTER diagnosis 2. neither clinical psychology nor pharmaceutical fabricators actually know how antipsychotics work 3. using one drug to evaluate the effects of another drug is redundant Basically psychosis is a matter of opinion. It’s weighing an individual’s thoughts and actions against the norms of the society/culture that the individual exists in. If the individual isn't interfacing with the norms in an acceptable way, he/she is "psychotic," whether the thoughts/actions are admirable or despicable. By their definition anyone who has psychic ability is psychotic. Christ Complex is not in the DSM (the manual of mental illnesses). The closest I get is delusions of grandeur, but really I’m just eccentric – duh. To the degree that they are ignorant of the "cure," they are equally ignorant of the cause, which in this case is my free will. They ask "what if" I am wrong and I am not who I claim to be. Until someone else more credible than myself comes along, that question remains open. The only conclusion I come to is that what clinical psychology "thinks" is irrelevant, and if the world’s opinion of me were contingent on a professional evaluation we're ALL FUCT. But its not; this is an issue of faith, for me and everyone judging me. The mental
health industry/pop psychology is now on my shit list, with the pill pushers, petroleum pushers, lobbyists, politicians, bureaucrats, meat industry, the Christians and the physics luminaries etc...
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For Lilian and the Indigos
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TABLE OF CONTENTS INTRODUCTION ....
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INTRODUCTION Amaterasu and Kalki ar
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THE ABUNDANCE PARADIGM by Amaterasu
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Chapter 1 I finally crested that so
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I sent a thought to the wardie - th
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After thought, I decided that I wou
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I smiled and continued along the pa
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Chapter 2 I began the day much as I
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poking out from under the rotting w
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Several people we did not know, but
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Sarah had brought with her a stand
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Chapter 3 The following morning I m
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So something has to be done - SOON!
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Products programmed in open source,
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Chapter 4 We paused briefly to dres
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I posted my article on several foru
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Chapter 5 January 25, 2009 I encoun
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hermitism, with Lee as my other hal
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I smiled. Yes, Amelia was right. An
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Her ideas - Ideas, as she would wri
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Medical Marijuana flowing freely th
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The Arts would blossom; dancers, al
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Chapter 7 The next morning Lee and
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March 27, 2009 Someone asked me, wh
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Tim nodded. “Thanks for the invit
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When people understood that the Uni
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table was long and allowed us all t
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Lee interjected, “Anyone up for a
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eager to bring others to “get it
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Lee popped his Calendar up on his l
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At 7:00 I got up to dress, finding
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“Izzy tells me you are a photogra
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ignorance, I have posted my thought
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Spread upon the dining room table w
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Chapter 11 Lee and I bathed away th
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“Where shall we go next?” I ask
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changes and he emailed on the 7 th
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Chapter 12 Lil’s house was very J
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I bought a new computer and got Int
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And thus, the number of lighters th
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LORD. SAVIOR. DISHWASHER. When this
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First we begin with the Restaurant
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ISAIAH 63 - TANGENTIAL INTRODUCTORY
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Accepting me means: Accepting my mi
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There can be no false among you bec
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Russian Mystic (New York: Steiner B
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In this magnificent spirit he now w
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will.” Most fulfilled prophecy is
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world, so that the end of my times
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of Jerusalem will be shown to every
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36 I needed clothes and you clothed
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Page 110 and 111: THREE WITNESS ASTROLOGERS I sent ou
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Page 114 and 115: A SCIENCE WITNESS Human nature Post
Page 116 and 117: THE COMING ANTI-CHRIST: JESUS OF NA
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Page 120 and 121: and come unto me; hear, and your so
Page 122 and 123: On returning to 1 Thessalonians 4:1
Page 124 and 125: And one of the company said unto hi
Page 126 and 127: 3. Is not the Antichrist hypothesis
Page 128 and 129: END TIMES FICTION No Avatar/anointe
Page 130 and 131: DIVISION Throughout history, folks
Page 132 and 133: AN ESOTERIC PERSPECTIVE ...My funct
Page 134 and 135: 2: Where do you see the Creator’s
Page 136 and 137: VEGETABLES Besides me, reincarnatio
Page 138 and 139: Back in the 1930's, as Prohibition
Page 140 and 141: GOOD COP - BAD COP A rant by Kalki
Page 142 and 143: FOR SUBGENII f' 'em (& me) if they
Page 144 and 145: am the first ruler who joined 'em.
Page 146 and 147: THE RELIGIOUS RIGHT IS NEITHER Oh d
Page 148 and 149: THE WOLFPACK ANALOGY OF THE CHRIST
Page 150 and 151: RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE When I was 14
Page 152 and 153: Here’s something to think about.
Page 154 and 155: sketch is in there, my bong is even
Page 158 and 159: UTOPIA Most people don't picture ED
Page 160 and 161: crops are watered and harvested wit
Page 162 and 163: the children would never settle dow
Page 164 and 165: THE BEST FLYER Once upon a time the
Page 166 and 167: So the contest started… Daddy Bir
Page 168 and 169: DIVINE WRATH - AN ANALOGY You've ha
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Page 172 and 173: ineffectual at preparing youth for
Page 174 and 175: YOU OBVIOUSLY HAVEN'T THOUGHT THIS
Page 176 and 177: THE DOOR An issue of THE DOOR, a ma
Page 178 and 179: WAR-N-JUNK M.A.D. works but it’s
Page 180 and 181: THE GREATEST INVENTION - LANGUAGE I
Page 182 and 183: ANIMALS FACTORY FARMING - McDEATH C
Page 184 and 185: THE RAPTURE MYTH (TRUNCATED) Where
Page 186 and 187: HYPERSPACE The beginning of this re
Page 188 and 189: * From a phone call: "I am sure my
Page 190 and 191: * “I entered the new information
Page 192 and 193: NASA BPP wants Breakthrough ideas b
Page 194 and 195: GREAT KARMA FILTER The APACHE proph
Page 196 and 197: GENOMICS, CHAOS, AND THE TIPPING PO
Page 198 and 199: The one word or Logos breaks down,
Page 200 and 201: Honestly I don't know if the Orches
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Page 204 and 205: GREER ON FAKE INVASION Imagine this
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That is, real ET events are seldom
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ON TERRORISM Three hours after the
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comparable. Talking shit will alway
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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Belphe
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MY GOD CREATED YOUR GOD Atlantis Ri
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Cubes, ironically fail to understan
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say they are indiscernible, they ar
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ecomes interactive in democracy as
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used because of counter vote win, t
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OPEN LETTER TO THE PRESS FROM GOD T
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The Spiritual King, the Indonesian
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JUNGIAN GNOSTICISM There was one po
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TESLA = VADER ARCHETYPE, WHY SATAN
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As Akkaeneset, the system was betwe
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17 Then the dragon was enraged at t
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The Norway Spiral (atmospheric scro
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OTIS IS WRONG Usually I sit back an
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WHEN OCCAM’S RAZOR FAVORS THE PAR
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Telekinesis= Inertia via Torsion Wa
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BEYOND COSMIC CLEARANCE Try as they
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OH, IT'S ON, JOSE! Have you seen th
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Entropy is described as the rate of
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DOMINION VS. DESTRUCTION The final
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DEAR LIZARDS I'm writing to tell yo
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BASICALLY I'M KEANU Testing the "Go
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GOD/SON LOGIC An eschatological int
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traveling at the speed of light att
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AMERICAN AGHORI Fans of the show Wi
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DMT: REFERENCE IMAGE FOR THE PUZZLE
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Dr. Strassman sought a theoretical
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Junk DNA vs. DNA All correlate, hmm
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What is Satan exactly? We could def
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REPLY TO SHERMER On behalf of metap
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THE TESLA CROP GLYPH Tapping the Tr
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short, Baez says, while we may be a
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The crop glyph shows a spiral where
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ARC FOAMING PROCESS ABSTRACT June 2
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5 - The Speed of Grooming Head over
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All the known advantages of a hybri
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what I had was, "A bowl of goo," an
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Most myths, speculation, and conspi
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My desire to focus on singularity b
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where is god’s mind? Fall from gr
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duality! That’s why it’s not so
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33 TRIADS
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of the second kind. The efficiency
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Interactive Tactile Comfort Pets (c
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Scenario 3: You have a plethora of
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up. Those who control the exosomati
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If we demand open-source in all tec
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And we will spend our time doing wh
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There was a forum for Amelia’s Po
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information about many things once
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LET US FORGIVE. by Amaterasu Let us
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