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The Varieties of Religious Experience - Penn State University

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<strong>The</strong> <strong>Varieties</strong> <strong>of</strong> <strong>Religious</strong> <strong>Experience</strong>“My peace would be in and out twenty times a day; comfort nowand trouble presently; peace now and before I could go a furlong asfull <strong>of</strong> guilt and fear as ever heart could hold.” When a good textcomes home to him, “This,” he writes, “gave me good encouragementfor the space <strong>of</strong> two or three hours”; or “This was a good dayto me, I hope I shall not forget it”, or “<strong>The</strong> glory <strong>of</strong> these words wasthen so weighty on me that I was ready to swoon as I sat; yet, notwith grief and trouble, but with solid joy and peace”; or “This madea strange seizure on my spirit; it brought light with it, and commandeda silence in my heart <strong>of</strong> all those tumultuous thoughts thatbefore did use, like masterless hell-hounds, to roar and bellow andmake a hideous noise within me. It showed me that Jesus Christhad not quite forsaken and cast <strong>of</strong>f my Soul.”Such periods accumulate until he can write: “And now remainedonly the hinder part <strong>of</strong> the tempest, for the thunder was gone beyondme, only some drops would still remain, that now and thenwould fall upon me”;—and at last: “Now did my chains fall <strong>of</strong>f mylegs indeed; I was loosed from my afflictions and irons; my temptationsalso fled away; so that from that time, those dreadful Scriptures<strong>of</strong> God left <strong>of</strong>f to trouble me; now went I also home rejoicing,for the grace and love <strong>of</strong> God… . Now could I see myself in Heavenand Earth at once; in Heaven by my Christ, by my Head, by myRighteousness and Life, though on Earth by my body or person…. Christ was a precious Christ to my soul that night; I could scarcelie in my bed for joy and peace and triumph through Christ.”Bunyan became a minister <strong>of</strong> the gospel, and in spite <strong>of</strong> his neuroticconstitution, and <strong>of</strong> the twelve years he lay in prison for hisnon-conformity, his life was turned to active use. He was a peacemakerand doer <strong>of</strong> good, and the immortal Allegory which he wrotehas brought the very spirit <strong>of</strong> religious patience home to Englishhearts.But neither Bunyan nor Tolstoy could become what we have calledhealthy-minded. <strong>The</strong>y had drunk too deeply <strong>of</strong> the cup <strong>of</strong> bitternessever to forget its taste, and their redemption is into a universetwo stories deep. Each <strong>of</strong> them realized a good which broke theeffective edge <strong>of</strong> his sadness; yet the sadness was preserved as a minoringredient in the heart <strong>of</strong> the faith by which it was overcome.172

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