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The Varieties of Religious Experience - Penn State University

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<strong>The</strong> <strong>Varieties</strong> <strong>of</strong> <strong>Religious</strong> <strong>Experience</strong>melancholy state I was attempting to pray; but found no heart toengage in that or any other duty; my former concern, exercise, andreligious affections were now gone. I thought that the Spirit <strong>of</strong> Godhad quite left me; but still was not distressed; yet disconsolate, as ifthere was nothing in heaven or earth could make me happy. Havingbeen thus endeavoring to pray—though, as I thought, very stupidand senseless—for near half an hour; then, as I was walking in athick grove, unspeakable glory seemed to open to the apprehension<strong>of</strong> my soul. I do not mean any external brightness, nor any imagination<strong>of</strong> a body <strong>of</strong> light, but it was a new inward apprehension orview that I had <strong>of</strong> God, such as I never had before, nor anythingwhich had the least resemblance to it. I had no particular apprehension<strong>of</strong> any one person in the Trinity, either the Father, the Son, orthe Holy Ghost; but it appeared to be Divine glory. My soul rejoicedwith joy unspeakable, to see such a God, such a gloriousDivine Being; and I was inwardly pleased and satisfied that he shouldbe God over all for ever and ever. My soul was so captivated anddelighted with the excellency <strong>of</strong> God that I was even swallowed upin him, at least to that degree that I had no thought about my ownsalvation, and scarce reflected that there was such a creature as myself.I continued in this state <strong>of</strong> inward joy, peace, and astonishing,till near dark without any sensible abatement; and then began tothink and examine what I had seen; and felt sweetly composed inmy mind all the evening following. I felt myself in a new world, andeverything about me appeared with a different aspect from what itwas wont to do. At this time, the way <strong>of</strong> salvation opened to mewith such infinite wisdom, suitableness, and excellency, that I wonderedI should ever think <strong>of</strong> any other way <strong>of</strong> salvation; was amazedthat I had not dropped my own contrivances, and complied withthis lovely, blessed, and excellent way before. If I could have beensaved by my own duties or any other way that I had formerly contrived,my whole soul would now have refused it. I wondered thatall the world did not see and comply with this way <strong>of</strong> salvation,entirely by the righteousness <strong>of</strong> Christ.”116116 Edward’s and Dwight’s Life <strong>of</strong> Brainerd, New Haven, 1822, pp. 45-47, abridged.196

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