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Love.<br />

So s<strong>of</strong>t. A shy girl, once, but with a fire in her breast. She aban<strong>do</strong>ned<br />

something <strong>to</strong> come with me, sacrificed everything <strong>to</strong> see me smile. And a<br />

tender caress may have repaid her a thousand times, in her eyes. I <strong>to</strong>re her<br />

from an old, s<strong>of</strong>t life and planted her in this rough and dangerous<br />

wandering, but she willingly follows. She was my burden.<br />

But did I love her?<br />

Wait….<br />

This isn’t real!<br />

This isn’t REAL!<br />

A hundred accusing fingers, a thousand. TEN thousand! The dream spirals<br />

out <strong>of</strong> control, the visions slipping in<strong>to</strong> a black miasma that binds it all in a<br />

valley <strong>of</strong> tears. Demons, sha<strong>do</strong>ws, and slaughter. So much blood. Rivers <strong>of</strong><br />

blood. Enough <strong>to</strong> wash the Styx crimson.<br />

I feel my skin peeling, my flesh writhing as scars paint themselves <strong>to</strong> me. I <strong>do</strong><br />

the only thing I could <strong>do</strong>:<br />

I scream.<br />

But even nightmares have their small mercies, perhaps. The panic and terror<br />

melts away in<strong>to</strong> a flash <strong>of</strong> blue, a tinkling <strong>of</strong> s<strong>of</strong>t <strong>be</strong>lls. And a woman, a<br />

familiar woman, giving me a glance with crystal blue eyes. Her silver hair and<br />

azure tresses ripple in an unfelt wind.<br />

Her eyes close, and she turns away from me quietly, those s<strong>of</strong>t chimes<br />

fading in the distance as the world grows dark again. Her back is turned <strong>to</strong><br />

me as she vanishes from sight. That single glance, so full <strong>of</strong> sorrow, so live<br />

with anger, is the only thing she gives me. Cold as the winter s<strong>to</strong>rms and<br />

smooth as frosted glass. The only thing she is willing <strong>to</strong> give.<br />

And it all slips away.<br />

And I rest.<br />

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