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and always you forget. Your endless quest <strong>to</strong> discover yourself ends always<br />

in your amnesia. You draw close <strong>to</strong> the truth and recoil. Let us hope that you<br />

have the strength <strong>to</strong> endure your existence."<br />

I s<strong>to</strong>od up eagerly now. Finally, someone who could give me some answers!<br />

"What <strong>do</strong> you know <strong>of</strong> me? How <strong>do</strong> you know this?"<br />

He waved one hand, flicking his fingers delicately, "I know that you, like a fly,<br />

rise up from the wreckage <strong>of</strong> your old shell, buzz about for a time, and curl<br />

up and die at the win<strong>do</strong>w <strong>of</strong> truth. You bumble about the pane, seeking the<br />

light without any plan <strong>to</strong> your actions, and fall exhausted when you fail. You<br />

alight on others <strong>to</strong> feed from them for a time, and move on with no regard<br />

<strong>to</strong> them. I have watched you come here and listened <strong>to</strong> your words, and<br />

watched you move away no wiser. Will you learn from your mistakes,<br />

seeker?"<br />

I bit my lip, trying <strong>to</strong> <strong>to</strong>lerate his haughty <strong>to</strong>ne, "Who are you?"<br />

"I am O." For some reason, when he spoke his name, it sounded like he was<br />

speaking <strong>of</strong> much more than a single letter -- as if the speaking <strong>of</strong> his name<br />

contained un<strong>to</strong>ld possibilities and nuances. No human <strong>to</strong>ngue could ever<br />

create such a sound.<br />

I swayed a little in wonder, "What sort <strong>of</strong> a name is that?"<br />

"It is my name. It is the name <strong>of</strong> a portion <strong>of</strong> eternity. I am a letter in the<br />

divine alpha<strong>be</strong>t. Understanding me leads <strong>to</strong> understanding existence. I am<br />

writ in the true names <strong>of</strong> half <strong>of</strong> everything. My <strong>be</strong>ing encompasses truth. I<br />

am mathematic, organic, metaphysic."<br />

"So what <strong>do</strong>es that mean?"<br />

"The divine alpha<strong>be</strong>t is writ in the name <strong>of</strong> everything that exists, from the<br />

seed at the hearts <strong>of</strong> the elemental planes <strong>to</strong> the core <strong>of</strong> the Great Beyond.<br />

My brothers/sisters" (a single word translated in<strong>to</strong> the two in my mind) "and<br />

I reach across all that is, was, or ever shall <strong>be</strong>. We are thought, and reality,<br />

and concept, and the unimaginable."<br />

Fascinating. "Tell me about the Great Beyond."<br />

He shook his head, "You would <strong>not</strong> understand. No mortal possibly could. It<br />

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